holy humble brags

100% I find myself undeserving of the life I’ve been granted with and how I let it slowly fall apart in from of me when the ones who I lost never even got the chance to to consider the full picture of things they made due while they were here with the short time they didn’t even know they had. Part of me feels extremely lonely even as lose connection with the folks I have here either time stands still as you waste away or disappears in a blink I regret not making a connection with my lost ones and that’s ironic because im ruining friendships by not connecting with current folks. I’m at the point where I’m no longer living or surviving because to survive is the live with the will of preserving your live, my intent is far from that my aspirations don’t go beyond my environment due to limited opportunities, hopelessness and seeing my family regress made it impossible to do so. All these months spent in this house due to paranoia and illness just made me forget meaning part of me only wants to go outside to get killed knowing that risk will remind me that I’m alive idk what I’m fighting for here everything feels pointless but I know that my death will result in the downfall of my already waning family so I’m just sitting here looking for reasons to slowly die while eyeing an escape

wasnt trying to be humble at all

why was this so inflammatory like why are people offended by this

Ktt only lets you derail a thread if your pfp is funny enough, if not you’re ruining the forum

Idk either lmao. My survivors guilt literally stems from a war torn country idk why others can’t let bro kick his s***

right? just let me be a pmf in peace god damn

madison avi

i feel guilty tho fr all my boys ugly as s***

Bro hangs around ugly ass people so he can be the standout 😂 @Rhysifr

just had the same group of homies since we where kids lol i didnt chose em like that

dude brought up some hoes when talking about survivors guilt

Me and my grandmother both caught COVID around the same time this year.

I got through it, she didn’t.

She been with me my whole life and it feels wrong that she’s not here

Yes but I’ve come to terms with it now and hope I heal from it as well

Used to dog these women and break hearts then i changed up n met a literal angel that became my mrs.

Used to feel guilty about all those girls i left battered and bruised

you a hoe ass nigga bruh.

i f*** wit this

real on detected

all the time I be driving doing s*** i know i shouldn't be doing and just looking at the charges i coulda racked up.

one day it will be my time to take those L's accounted for if i haven't already.

also saw the grim reaper twice in my life so I'm lowkey traumatized with free will.

Okay I get what you’re saying. But some couples generally just love each other and be finding each other perfect despite what you may think of them

But if your friends are just casually dating and having some uggos stick around then yeah that’s some s***

bruh you have replied like 50 times in this thread and not once was it on topic

& the reason it's inflammatory is because survivor's guilt is a really difficult thing to struggle with and people kill themselves from it

:(

Be easy bro may she rest in peace

sending love your way bro

im just joshing around my brotha