Rhysington

2y

im just joshing around my brotha

u ok jay

2y

yea but there's times and places for that. i'm not gonna go crack a joke at a funeral and be like "why aren't y'all laughing"

Rhysington

2y

i do but in a weird way im the only one in my friend group that gets bad hoes like they all dating absolute dogs im the only one that aged well i guess

Rhysington

2y

listen man if some f***ed s*** happens to me im usually grateful to the first person who can actually make me laugh everyone copes differently im sorry if i offended u

Crack Palm Stepper

2y

100% I find myself undeserving of the life I’ve been granted with and how I let it slowly fall apart in from of me when the ones who I lost never even got the chance to to consider the full picture of things they made due while they were here with the short time they didn’t even know they had. Part of me feels extremely lonely even as lose connection with the folks I have here either time stands still as you waste away or disappears in a blink I regret not making a connection with my lost ones and that’s ironic because im ruining friendships by not connecting with current folks. I’m at the point where I’m no longer living or surviving because to survive is the live with the will of preserving your live, my intent is far from that my aspirations don’t go beyond my environment due to limited opportunities, hopelessness and seeing my family regress made it impossible to do so. All these months spent in this house due to paranoia and illness just made me forget meaning part of me only wants to go outside to get killed knowing that risk will remind me that I’m alive idk what I’m fighting for here everything feels pointless but I know that my death will result in the downfall of my already waning family so I’m just sitting here looking for reasons to slowly die while eyeing an escape

Rhysington

2y

why was this so inflammatory like why are people offended by this

I get thotties

2y

Because I’m talking about dead family and friends and coping with the guilt of being the one to be alive and you’re out here talking about the p**** you get

SegaDreamFlash

2y

Me and my grandmother both caught COVID around the same time this year.

I got through it, she didn’t.

She been with me my whole life and it feels wrong that she’s not here

Rhysington

2y

i do but in a weird way im the only one in my friend group that gets bad hoes like they all dating absolute dogs im the only one that aged well i guess