Yes

Eh no not really. If anything I tend to ruminate on uncomfortable things rather than avoid them altogether.

f***

I guess if you count hundreds of hours playing video games then yes.

not even f***ing close

No and yes? Like I daydream alot sometimes when I do annoying and boring stuff. And I play videogames. But I feel like the term is too extreme. Like im more on the middle ground

u escape into a new thread every 16 minutes only to lock it and move onto the next one

thats my business

all of America when covid started

I think we all deal with this especially in the modern age, I feel like this most during the second half of 2019 until the first half of 2020. I felt as if my whole life was just escapism and life itself is. But like everting else it’s a balance and it’s necessary for life. You cant escape escapism 100%. Be careful to use things as outlets rather than as an escape.

Yes

Nah I feel that, which is why even though cancel culture does too much sometimes it’s actually rooted in pushing towards a new era in life where there will be more acceptance. the generation ahead of us and the ones that will come after them are going to push for better futures and I hope to get to see it.

Avi to post ratio.

emu cooked me with that matrix line I can’t even lie

Yes, this life is worthless

what makes u feel this way man

if you don’t wanna talk about it it’s cool but I see people say this a lot and always try to understand

Someone flip this for the culture

For me personally, I hate all the people around me, I hate the way they treat me, and I hate seeing genuinely terrible and heinous people constantly succeed. I also have absolutely no hope in things changing for the better in the future for some reason.

doesn't everyone in the western world

this may help you it may not, but one thing that has always helped me along this path is to say:

I hate everything.

well then, it looks like I have the next 100 years or so to do whatever the f*** I want.

Essentially, make life your heaven. do what you feel in this moment or whenever those thoughts arise to bring yourself peace & joy.

It may be s***ty advice, and TBH it is a little indulgent. but I feel like that’s a brighter outcome than taking it out on yourself, or even worse hurting yourself. no one on this site wants to see that happen.

If you don’t mind me asking, what caused these thoughts for you to start? appreciate you posting this tho fr

What caused these thoughts to start is seeing all the genuinely terrible people around me constantly succeed, while I feel like I’m constantly being beaten up by life. Whether that’s true or not, that’s how I perceive things. Seems like there is no end, and suicide is absolutely not an option.

I feel that man fr

If you feel like life isn’t going your way sometimes, one thing that has helped me is getting a solid routine going in the gym. You may be holding on to a lot of stress and that is def a good way to leave it all on the table. There’s def other options too but yeah I def see what you’re saying

But also f*** it, sometimes feeling like s*** is necessary too for the growth. we don’t always have to feel good all the time.

what do you mean by terrible people though if you don’t mind me asking

but yeah they sound like s***

For surel i have adhd and ocd my mind races 24/7 even when I was a kid I would distract myself with books and video games. Now I just work a lot and smoke a lot of weed