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in ye sxn, using lyrics from a ye song, acknowledging the og writer of said lyrics (chloe mitchell), contains cute chao gif expressing the melancholy of said lyrics

no roadblocks there boss; it deserves to breathe

day 2: i am still separated from my baby; they won't give her back, they won't explain anything

i desperately slide my finger across the trackpad to my avi, hoping that when i cry out "help" via the Help button, i will be met with a new reply, affirmation that my child will once again see the light of day after being locked up in the cage of arbitrary decisions

alas, she remains. does she have food? is there at least proper bedding for a decent night's rest? i am soon to take mine, and though my bedding is fit for the decent night's rest, i will sleep with heavy weights still on my mind...

day 3:.....

day 4: passed by @lil_clam at the train station today, she had a tote bag n i asked what was in it. sheets, she said, n i was like oh that's cool. yeah, she replied. "they're real nice too, 1000 thread count!"

thread? i murmured

the tears started rolling, so i got off at the next train stop, still 2 miles away from where my baby and i used to call home. while walking i ran into @FREE ; he saw the watermarks and blush cheekbones, to which he gave a

i told him the story and afterwards his only expression was i could tell i maybe said too much, so i added on a friendly and optimistic "DONDA out friday!" he replied "Son..." and walked away

i kept walking towards home n heard a shout. it was FREE again. "It's DONDA: WITH CHILD now bro"

he didn't know, but those words stabbed my heart. with child? reminded of my baby, now 4 days gone, i sulked my way inside my front door

will i ever escape this feeling?