Been doing good but I got that feeling a big depression episode about to hit
PoE 2 soon
2015-now can’t look at either of my parents the same, I just keep my distance nowadays
At some point if I were to take my life serious I woulda lost my s***.
I don’t got emotions no more, mfs burned me out. I’m a shell of a nigga.
went through a lot of them but tbh i feel like my life in general lowkey changed for the worst when i discovered p***
It comes and goes
Late 2015 - mid 2018 was pretty rough for me. But things got slightly better from Mid 2018 - Mid 2020. Then the year of June 2020-June 2021 was prob the best time ive had of my life even tho looking back i couldve did more. But damn Oct 2021 - now has really f***ed me up
2017/2018
I was 144 lbs (im 6’2 for perspective, down from like 175)
My brother was in and out the hospital
Failing college (didnt want to go btw)
Dodged a pregnancy scare
Job sucked
Probably the closest ive come to killing myself ive ever been through
failed my freshman year of college, then fell out w every single one of my friends from that year and broke up w my girl.
spent my sophomore year basically like a hermit. s*** was bad, s*** was sad.
I felt like it was around 2 years but in hindsight I was just being dramatic
But january 2022 to november 2022 was bad for me
A lot of failed opportunities and bad luck