R D

6y

yeah this is dope too

u gotta post more music ittt

erase

6y

My whole plan was to f*** off to Costa Rica now I realize I’ll die from a random disease s***

erase

6y

My whole plan was to f*** off to Costa Rica now I realize I’ll die from a random disease s***

R D

6y

never had one but i think ive felt what the beginning of one feels like

Chief Julio

6y

@Dee Post that pic of Chadwick Boseman saying "Someone get this man a job" again bro

0

6y

i've only had one. it was a few months after my mom died and i was alone in my apartment because my roommate went to his gf's for the night. i was smoking a ton of weed and probably drinking a bit and just spiraling i guess. it was late too.

next thing i know my s*** gets f***ed up in a cold sweat. this is a bit blurry but from what i remember my heart starts beating like crazy to the point where i nearly faint and i actually fall to the floor and i'm like barely conscious but like o s*** wtf am i dying? i had my phone and was able to dial 911, so i'm like waiting and waiting but it took the EMTs half an hour to get there

by that time i had crawled into bed and tried to figure out how to calm myself down

the EMT guy said i had a panic attack and i'll be fine. but took like a week for my body to recover. it was f***ed up i was sore all over and could barely walk a block without getting extremely tired and out of breath.

not sure what triggered it but now i respect people with crippling anxiety. s*** would not be fun to be in that kind of pain

/end blog

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6y

i've only had one. it was a few months after my mom died and i was alone in my apartment because my roommate went to his gf's for the night. i was smoking a ton of weed and probably drinking a bit and just spiraling i guess. it was late too.

next thing i know my s*** gets f***ed up in a cold sweat. this is a bit blurry but from what i remember my heart starts beating like crazy to the point where i nearly faint and i actually fall to the floor and i'm like barely conscious but like o s*** wtf am i dying? i had my phone and was able to dial 911, so i'm like waiting and waiting but it took the EMTs half an hour to get there

by that time i had crawled into bed and tried to figure out how to calm myself down

the EMT guy said i had a panic attack and i'll be fine. but took like a week for my body to recover. it was f***ed up i was sore all over and could barely walk a block without getting extremely tired and out of breath.

not sure what triggered it but now i respect people with crippling anxiety. s*** would not be fun to be in that kind of pain

/end blog

0

6y

yeah i only lost like 20k trading since i ended up shorting a bit and made good profits on those trades. so it's not so bad. the holdings portion will recover just not fun to see the portfolio!

bigmancam

6y

didn't think it'd drop this much

Paige

6y

I always get scared recommending music cause music is so idiosyncratic. Just a delivery on a line in a song can get me to like the song and other people don’t hear that line the same way can’t relate.

But, female singer kind of sounds similar (in a droney way) to Ian Curtis. Guitars in this would make Johnny Marr blush.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h8trKYzgQF0

EP is also enjoyable if a bit inoffensive but not really recommended

fyasko

6y

Say it one more time

R D

6y

sounds f***ing terrifying

im glad its not a recurring issue foryou

Wt701

6y

Strike 2 😂😂😂🤡💩

AKFresh

6y

I thought they'd maybe give me something for my anxiety but they just gave me breathing techniques.

F***ing gyp

Deelights_

6y

Yeah I hate that s***, like when I went to my dr for some perc and she gave me ibuprofen 800