Never seen the movie but I know he kills someone and gets blood all over himself so that’s kinda weird OP, ima let you do you tho
real question is do you trust yourself as a sociopath to move forward or not. toxicity is a real thing I'd rather you be a true moral sociopath than one without it, however this is a life lived by man made judgement where only god can judge your intentions at the end.
May your heart be light as a feather.