i been where u at fr I can hop in the dm's if u want to talk more in detail i just don't wanna put a whole personal story out like that
yeah forsure man hit pm
yeah i tried it and a couple of therapists just felt forced and like they were unable to relate to me on anything
I appreciate the love though man it means a lot
This is my experience with therapy. I find it all pretentious and fraudulent. I have the mindset that if I cannot fix my issues, a psychologist who has no idea how I work has no chance.
It’s all good it’s cause too many white folk now try to act black das it when you don’t type correctly it look like a white trying too hard I understand but nah I’m 100% African American born and raised
This is asap Ferg isn't it
I hope you stay up bruh but damn we not close lol but fr yeah I mean like that physical touch is always nice but don’t fall victim into needing dat s*** unless that’s your significant other and ay yo d*** was wet so you caught a w either way
aint no feeling like it tho but f*** that b**** man smh
It’s all good it’s cause too many white folk now try to act black das it when you don’t type correctly it look like a white trying too hard I understand but nah I’m 100% African American born and raised
What a gimmick
This is my experience with therapy. I find it all pretentious and fraudulent. I have the mindset that if I cannot fix my issues, a psychologist who has no idea how I work has no chance.
I think in some cases it really can work, there's lots of evidence that support it but in my personal experience I have just never been one to find comfort in a stranger who I do not care for
@Kub i feel you
i felt like this 3 days ago legit
here's a repost from one of the first posts i made when i got on ktt2 for the first time, i hope it can do something for you
ktt2.com/thank-you-ktt-41104/1#post-2443697
QUOTE:
Thread is far from pointless OP 
I'm happy for you that, despite your life situation etc, you're able to feel SOME joy from something, and to feel some connection to a place like this forum.
Sometimes that little joy, however small, is ALL we need to keep going for just another day or to keep from doing something to hurt ourselves :
For you to keep holding on to that joy and transmute it into even greater joy
i suggest the following
Write a day-to-day journal!
(no big brain sentences, just write down whatever you are thinking about, what you are feeling, a word and make this a practice)
Try to think of 5 things that you are grateful for or happy for in your present moment everyday
(however tiny or silly) make it into a game and be playful with it! And watch yourself easily rack up like 20-40 things to be happy for INSTANTLY over time! and for some positive thoughts to hit you first thing in the morning when you wake up
i'll give you 5 things to get you started
"I'm happy for someone sharing the "5 things to be happy for"-thing with me"
"i'm glad that i already thought about 1 thing to be happy for whilst trying to come up with a second thing"
"i'm happy that i am reading this right now" <3
"i'm grateful for that i can be appreciative of these goofy mfs"
"i'm grateful for that i can appreciate me being able to be appreciative"
"I'm grateful for appreciating that i can appreciate me being able to be appreciative"
"i'm glad for this forum helping me feel connected in some way"
"i'm grateful for that feeling connected in someway, is better than feeling connected in no way"
"i'm glad i already thought of 5 things, wait... is this a sixth thing? i already did MORE THAN 5? WOW, Wait I Am ALSO happy for that, does that make this a seventh thing?" <3<3
Meditate! Everyday! PLEASEPleasePLEAsE!
just a simple un-complicated "Comfortable position + closed eyes + focused attention on the practice of breathing in and out slowly" for 10-20 minutes, it will help regulating how you talk to yourself mentally, de-cluttering your head space, make you connect A WHOLE LOT more with your surroundings, present moment. if you're feeling extra brave > blind fold + noise protecting Bob the Builder head phones and go for a whole hour
Take up running/jogging if you haven't already!
excercise/Working-out in general, but running outdoors can be a good place to start if one is anxious about going to gyms, or dont know where to start and that sort of thing. and if you're lucky enough to live near a nature-esque area with forrests and trails, PLEASE go for walks and just spend time in nature
Go to Youtube load up TABS of funny videos YOU KNOW will make you ROFLMAO and GUARANTEE that you die laughing
offensive memes/Void memes/if you laugh you go to hell-ish-stuff is the GOAT for this
and.... the ring to rule them all, the final infinity stone... DRINK MORE WATER
pro-tip: if you're not living in a constant state of fear from dying from over-hydration you are not drinking enough water
If you compound a writing Journal + 5 things to be grateful for + Meditation + excercise + Spending time in nature/walking + making it a practice to increase your volume of laughter + drinking more water, then you've got yourself a a great foundation to ground yourself and keep going
and none of these cost a thing 
but even better, I PROMISE YOU this will work
@op bro i garuntee you can do 10,000x times better than that b**** and your gonnna find so may girls that will s*** on her
enjoy being single playboi, you got a 4.0 gpa and a whole lotta f***ing GUAP comin ur way, run thru these hoes! Get a couple close friends and keep em tight! thats all you need
have u heard of ketamine infusion therapy
heard of microdosing lsd/psilocybin
I think in some cases it really can work, there's lots of evidence that support it but in my personal experience I have just never been one to find comfort in a stranger who I do not care for
It all depends on how serious the mental health issue is. I find that people with very serious mental health issues have a very hard time with therapy and d****. They find neither work.
People like to think mental health issues will always get better, but for many people with very severe mental health issues, it is a constant downward spiral. Death is often inevitable and is not preventable for these people. In some European countries, assisted suicide for mental health reasons is legal.
@Kub i feel you
i felt like this 3 days ago legit
here's a repost from one of the first posts i made when i got on ktt2 for the first time, i hope it can do something for you
https://ktt2.com/thank-you-ktt-41104/1#post-2443697
QUOTE:
Thread is far from pointless OP 
I'm happy for you that, despite your life situation etc, you're able to feel SOME joy from something, and to feel some connection to a place like this forum.
Sometimes that little joy, however small, is ALL we need to keep going for just another day or to keep from doing something to hurt ourselves :
For you to keep holding on to that joy and transmute it into even greater joy
i suggest the following
Write a day-to-day journal!
(no big brain sentences, just write down whatever you are thinking about, what you are feeling, a word and make this a practice)
Try to think of 5 things that you are grateful for or happy for in your present moment everyday
(however tiny or silly) make it into a game and be playful with it! And watch yourself easily rack up like 20-40 things to be happy for INSTANTLY over time! and for some positive thoughts to hit you first thing in the morning when you wake up
i'll give you 5 things to get you started
"I'm happy for someone sharing the "5 things to be happy for"-thing with me"
"i'm glad that i already thought about 1 thing to be happy for whilst trying to come up with a second thing"
"i'm happy that i am reading this right now" <3
"i'm grateful for that i can be appreciative of these goofy mfs"
"i'm grateful for that i can appreciate me being able to be appreciative"
"I'm grateful for appreciating that i can appreciate me being able to be appreciative"
"i'm glad for this forum helping me feel connected in some way"
"i'm grateful for that feeling connected in someway, is better than feeling connected in no way"
"i'm glad i already thought of 5 things, wait... is this a sixth thing? i already did MORE THAN 5? WOW, Wait I Am ALSO happy for that, does that make this a seventh thing?" <3<3
Meditate! Everyday! PLEASEPleasePLEAsE!
just a simple un-complicated "Comfortable position + closed eyes + focused attention on the practice of breathing in and out slowly" for 10-20 minutes, it will help regulating how you talk to yourself mentally, de-cluttering your head space, make you connect A WHOLE LOT more with your surroundings, present moment. if you're feeling extra brave > blind fold + noise protecting Bob the Builder head phones and go for a whole hour
Take up running/jogging if you haven't already!
excercise/Working-out in general, but running outdoors can be a good place to start if one is anxious about going to gyms, or dont know where to start and that sort of thing. and if you're lucky enough to live near a nature-esque area with forrests and trails, PLEASE go for walks and just spend time in nature
Go to Youtube load up TABS of funny videos YOU KNOW will make you ROFLMAO and GUARANTEE that you die laughing
offensive memes/Void memes/if you laugh you go to hell-ish-stuff is the GOAT for this
and.... the ring to rule them all, the final infinity stone... DRINK MORE WATER
pro-tip: if you're not living in a constant state of fear from dying from over-hydration you are not drinking enough water
If you compound a writing Journal + 5 things to be grateful for + Meditation + excercise + Spending time in nature/walking + making it a practice to increase your volume of laughter + drinking more water, then you've got yourself a a great foundation to ground yourself and keep going
and none of these cost a thing 
but even better, I PROMISE YOU this will work
damn bro imma end up crying smh this a post full of love
i really need to get back on my meditation grind
also do you have any hobbies? like something creative to work on
i like movies and making collages even tho im not too good
im writing a screenplay but i feel like it's subpar
damn bro imma end up crying smh this a post full of love
i really need to get back on my meditation grind

btw, MEN I TRUST, SWEET TRIP AND MAC MILLER IN your most listened to's

btw, dm me if you feel like venting
i know the feeling of being on meds (got off em in 2015)
im going to sleep in moments, but i'll hear you out on anything you have to say, much love
heard of microdosing lsd/psilocybin
ketamine therapy is done with a therapist all very professional, also much different experience than classic psychs
have u done acid or shrooms though?
@op bro i garuntee you can do 10,000x times better than that b**** and your gonnna find so may girls that will s*** on her
enjoy being single playboi, you got a 4.0 gpa and a whole lotta f***ing GUAP comin ur way, run thru these hoes! Get a couple close friends and keep em tight! thats all you need
yeah i hope so man i mean our interests lined up a little bit but she wasn't fully my type but she was mad cute and super nice