Being envious when I get on social media and see everyone mourning someone that died? I know it makes no sense but I feel like no one would care or notice if I died. Realizing that I haven’t really made an impact on people as much as others have. Having everyone on my TL and the whole city tweeting about how I was so amazing and loved like they do with everyone who dies. I know I shouldn’t care about s*** like that cause it’s not like I’ll be able to see what everyone says if I died tomorrow, just the circumstances of my social life that really got me feeling this way

How do you know no one would care?

There are a lot of people that feel that way sometimes myself included. i think we have to be more mindful of how much we are letting our mind wander and lead us into unrealistic perspectives on our own lives. I’m sure you’ve impacted people in ways you could never imagine.

I feel like if I died the people who wouldn't care WOULD care.

good point here our minds think in hyperbole a lot

I just don’t feel important or genuinely loved by people I know. I’m always told to get new friends that’ll make me feel like I am but tbh I will always feel like that cause of how I came up

Naturally people are gonna be sad asf when someone they’ve known since they were little or in high school die. I don’t really have that with any of my friends. I didn’t get to have a social life for a lot of years, so most friendships I have are no more than 1-2 years. People have had bonds their whole lives and I feel like I barely have one

this is another thing that bugs me. Why should I care about receiving fake love after I’m gone? especially on social media. it’s all fake for likes anyway.

usually social media doesn’t get me tight and I know how to scoll through everything but this particular topic gets me salty every time I see the whole area talk about someone that died

You shouldn’t compare yourself to others

You’re right I need to do better

niggas jealous of death. wild lol

No it’s ok to have those thoughts we all do. Just don’t dwell on them because you’re letting time slip by that you could be working towards something, trying to build those relationships that you want/have or just enjoying life :)

/ I Had A Friend Who Faked His Death To See How Social Media Would React

Sure Enough,,,

Fake Love Flooded In

Jealous I Didn't Think Of It First

/ Nigga Went On Live And Said "Hahahaha , I'm Dead" In Front Of Hundreds Of People

I Was Asleep For The Whole Thing

/ But Nah # More Life Word To Drake

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO

If you really want people to care then you just have to work towards making the biggest impact you can in life but just remember that when anyone dies the people who love them will be the ones who are hurting but the haters and the people who never cared will try to join in too so it’s not all as it seems

it’s never too late to start being more active and leaving a better impression in other people’s lives around you. gotta just do it.

Natural and probably common way of thinking. We just hate to admit it.

It’s never too late to start impacting your life and other lives around you, you can start small and some people appreciate the small thing you do for them. Not everything has to be a big task to be recognized

I rather have 1 person truthfully missing me than 1000 hypocrites showing fake grief.

God damn level your confidence up

Do something to make urself loved

Or accept that ur on your own lonely path and abandon all hope for appreciation.

U gotta reach some conclusion on who u are. Either ur a lone wolf forever misunderstood or a compromiser

One day all those people who care about you when you die will die too and nobody will remember any of us and none of this will matter