Song starts at 14:42
Apl.de.ap talks about his brother who committed suicide
One of the rarest deepest cuts you will ever find posted on KTT
Premiered on an online radio show with only 2,000 views in 10 years

Cool!

Beautiful song. I actually listened to the whole program it was nice

Just bumping with some more info
The OP song was meant for apl's solo album You Can Dream which was never released. He has released a few singles over the years, especially during the Black Eyed Peas' original run, but never really started a proper rollout.

Another solo song of his, featuring Fergie, which was released on a Filipino DJ's mixtape. I forget the name. Circa 2006 or 2007? I have all the info on my old hard drive along with a few other rare Black Eyed Peas tracks. Will have to dig it up.