How does it feel?

For me it’s like I have 5 layers to a situation and even I’m not the king in the top layers, I run the bottom layers which are my subconscious

In this way, I am always king and am always a tyrant

We are always tied to social dynamics but they limit the potential of freedom of a king. One who transcends the things that cause others to cry. Being a king is being free in your obese maladaptive world. None of those things from back then were supposed to be immortal but you made them immortal isn’t real. The 5 layers of truth in my mind allow me fluidity because I can see the situation even as game if need be. There could be casualties but ultimately it’s just a game. I take what I can because it’s a game. But I become obliterated: consequences are just consequences. Like @Danny said it is what it is simplifies things. Now even slavery and genocides become accidents - but who plays the game? Me. Because I just sleep and the game is a game in itself and I’m laughing and mad the whole time yes. Schizo. The wine glasses are empty but I am irrefutably empty skin on bones and I die. Maybe…

B**** in the king

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"In" The king??

Currently drinking an iced caramel latte

schizophrenia

Currently drinking coke and rum and basking in my own glory

A self conscious king

I firmly believe that some of y'all are bots

Nah Lebron is the king

B**** I'm in the club

I am not

God and d**** definently plays apart in my mental process, more often than not the former dictating the long term perspective, while the weed affects the short term actions/thought process, which inevitably leads to it becoming more long term, though realizing that I'm powerless over my addictions (mostly weed, caffeine, and nicotine, though I do have a weakness for hard stimulants/booze combined) and trusting in God to help me overcome that is what keeps me "balanced"

Constantly am working on my willpower though.

@lil_ufo add this nigga to the paranormal sxn ASAP

I think I did but he never participated, or was in request list idk, he has to request I can't add

Do I come off paranormal? It might be the ambien idk. What do you guys typically mean when you say paranormal?

Man I'm just waiting for Budokai Tenkaichi 4 to come out. Im like that one Pablo Escobar meme.

conspiracy and spirituality talk without trolls

Unhinged.

you niggas need to be in padded rooms

Nah I feel you OP

My mind has been in a state of civil war for several years between myself and my insecurities, self-doubts, cowardice, and desire for validation/approval from others. I am slowly but steadily gaining the upper hand

Speak with a healthcare provider