Already found her she just don’t want me

I’m tryna be the right one

im not looking really, idk if i even believe in a "one"
as life itself, in the personal journey sense, is such rollercoaster of change and growth

i think its normal that after a years this romance/love might wear off, as u change and the person in front of u will change too

also ive noticed, that somehow my own looks and occupation where they should be a blessing, could be my "downfall" too

its very hard imo to find someone genuine, u become almost an object
obv they are attracted to the face and are impressed by the content
but its scares them off

as first, id seem an ideal partner, but i think then this romantization becomes very intimidating when confronted with reality
that u actually not dumb, very much hard on the grind, direct and upfront, talented and so on

when people/girls see pretty people, thats all they think there is to them; beauty
maybe its the region where i live, but they dont expect u to be more than the already blessed packaging u are, cause why would u?

so if u are actually more, people get frightened by you and in turn start devaluing themselves

just hoping and wishing for one night only
everybody likes it when its easy ya know

and i feel like this will be an issue, where i might just go like;
imma just enjoy the ride and see when i settle then

unless my face get burnt 2moro or something
i dont see my attraction lvls drop and ngl right now i dont even have to put effort into attracting girls
im like 26 and got females from age group 16-80years old showing attention and adoration
so im really not in a rush nor desperate

I can't throw it all away Tobacky style, I've come from too far for that. I hope to expand my horizon beyond one day once my situation allows me to. Until then, it's one day at a time.

you doing what u got to do with an eye for the future in spite of it all.

Yup

hell nah that don't exist

Do not settle

It'll happen when it happens

The forced s*** never worked for me

wish I didn't believe the right one was the wrong one

cooper with a joint feels so wrong bro

Put your self out there and focus on being the best version of yourself and I promise you something will come

asexual people don't get h**** around dogs

Need this energy

She wasn’t meant for u then

Dougie Jones is the result of a really bad Coop trip.