That's impressive tbh
Also good luck!
Im glad you are looking to better yourself
Fast. Bro, Repent and Fast. We take control of our flesh through fasting. Start for half a day and increase to a day. Stay focused on the task, and don't pull out
I don't think you're gonna make it by just documenting your battles here, man. Have you considered therapy or something?
Hope you get better op & develop a method for self control
What trauma you have & experienced i hope you get through it.
How’s the nut the 8th time?
Prolly just some water at that point aint no way your nuts can keep up with that
You can do it @op don't settle into doing anything or becoming anyone you don't like