This isn’t fun anymore

SOBRIETY

I SMOKE

I DRANK

I'M SUPPOSED TO STOP BUT I CAN'T

I take this back

ILL DRINK TO THAT BROTHER

Boy I’m drunk now

I failed

@Chloe it's as if you knew i was a couple shots in lmaooo

but yea nah. 3 shots in, one left in my pocket, either right before or right after dinner

sobriety isn’t always a straight line, i know for me sometimes it’s about moderation and just having less

all that said i’ve had a ridiculous 3-4 weeks, my nose is shot and my liver needs a break
gonna chill until nye then mostly behave in jan

FREE VERT

NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THW HOLIDAYS SOMEHOW

BEEN BOOZING HARD THE PAST FEW WEEKS SINCE I HACENT BEEN ABLE TO GET BLOW ITS BEEN GREAT TBH NEEDEE A BREAK FROM THAT PLUS IM SPEWING AT BARS AGAIN

NEW YEARS MOLLY BENDER INCOMING

Impossible to give up smoking atp I gotta have one when i'm drunk or to recover when hungover s*** is just a circle

Also wtf @Vert where he ate?????

iirc banned cus of some politics sxn s***

I’ve had a lot tonight but somehow I only feel buzzed lol.

Solo mission tonight

F*** the cowards