I can definitely relate. My early sexual experiences were contextualized by thoughts of what a man “should” be comfortable with. When I had a girl choke me to the point of seeing stars at the age of 17, I remember going on p***hub to see if that was normal.
Even when I lost my virginity when a girl chose to ride me while I was passed out on the floor, which I needed years of therapy to see as rape, it was something I felt I needed to be proud of at the time because “doesn’t matter, had sex” and all my friends were telling me I should be and that walking in and seeing it was “like a movie”.
P*** is a f***ing curse. Good on Billie for speaking out about it.
Goddamn my g
Sorry u had to go thru that
Goddamn my g
Sorry u had to go thru that
Thank you man, I appreciate it. It’s been years now, but feeling comfortable enough to talk about it is something I’m proud of.
Same story but an older friend of my brother. Dude just dropped a hardcore dvd on me and told me to watch it by myself and I did.
Really wish we didn’t have to go through that s*** so young
Really wish we didn’t have to go through that s*** so young
i imagine a lot of us had awful or even no sexEd classes on top of this so it's just a recipe for disaster
Ktt
Being okay.
Pick one.
Hes doing a lot better in life than 90% of the posters on here
Billie is trying so hard to erase her old image when she was coming up lmao
This is f***ed up tho tbf
Hes doing a lot better in life than 90% of the posters on here
That's actually cool.
How did you realize that?
Any books/videos/articles that opened your eyes or was it just something you have came to by yourself?
No books or outside sources. I just realized after my last relationship that I can be hyper sexual and objectify women. And even while being in a full on relationship I was still consuming p*** on a daily basis. It seeped into my relationship through me cheating, trying to initiate threesomes and Polygamous relationships.
It's like opening Pandora's box, and most women, or the one I was dealing with, wasn't with that s***..lost a good partner..
So yea, I'm not perfect but I definitely am aware that I have a problem that's rooted in my childhood
No books or outside sources. I just realized after my last relationship that I can be hyper sexual and objectify women. And even while being in a full on relationship I was still consuming p*** on a daily basis. It seeped into my relationship through me cheating, trying to initiate threesomes and Polygamous relationships.
It's like opening Pandora's box, and most women, or the one I was dealing with, wasn't with that s***..lost a good partner..
So yea, I'm not perfect but I definitely am aware that I have a problem that's rooted in my childhood
How long since you ditched p***? Feeling better?
That dont even make sense lol you have to go out your way to look at rougher p*** and tons of p*** exist it doesnt really push any of it as a norm its up to you what you get into
idk about you but I remember being 11 and going on sites where there’d be ads for BDSM sites like 18 and Abused and it’d be advertised on the most innocuous front page videos. I was never curious but imagining the trajectory of any kid like me who was … when you’re a kid and impressionable that’s a rabbit hole that’s not easy to come back from
good on her for speaking on this
will get a massive audience reflecting abt the effects of p***
idk about you but I remember being 11 and going on sites where there’d be ads for BDSM sites like 18 and Abused and it’d be advertised on the most innocuous front page videos. I was never curious but imagining the trajectory of any kid like me who was … when you’re a kid and impressionable that’s a rabbit hole that’s not easy to come back from
Im 25 so i dont think p*** ads were that wild when i was younger, but that is true. I was thinking moreso the actual videos.
But like i said i didnt actuall watch p*** until the 12 to 14 range, i think 13, n lost my virginity at 15.
I would see p*** videos in tabs of more wild s*** but myself i would ignore it, wither thinking its finny af or really nasty s*** just disgusting.
It probably has to do with me getting into actual p*** at a bit more "mature" age tho, & my parents being open about that kind of stuff in general. N why i generally dont have an issue with p*** or masturbation.
actually its almost 4:20, i got more important s*** to do, but ima search the hell outtav a green hair demon later.