Yeah I didn’t go into detail, i assume she thought I meant p***hub or something

i wish we had pms here lol but aye man utlize youtube

It ain’t that hard bruh y’all jusy put b****es on a pedestal

What ima do is order a new bank card and put it up so I don’t memorize the number. that’s what really f***ed me tbh

still on me tho, no self control. And I will brotha

Since you in recovery and all no point in letting those vids and your money go to waste. Wanna slide them my way fam? I’ll do you proud

Who said anything about chasing b****es

I would rather have a solid relationship with a girl that i enjoy spending time with than beat my d***

Stimulus checks were a mistake

I didn’t get one even though I should’ve

that’s partially the reason why I wasn’t worried when I was doing this. that’s my dumbass fault for expecting it tho

700+

Y’all niggas really going out sad

I ain’t looking for sympathy but i live in an abusive, toxic household with a dad that hates me cause I stopped taking his s***. I’ve hardly had a social life, don’t know what it felt like to be a kid or have a college experience. I’ve been trapped my whole life

I just wanted to feel good for once in my life, so if paying b****es for nudes and videos took the edge off then

I just should’ve had more self control. Luckily it’s just p*** instead of something much more serious. I should have the money I spent back within 2 months.

Anyone that’s going thru something similar, please have that self control lol

It’s a mental disorder.
It’s serious af

u and me basically have the same life.

Minus the paying for p*** part

He wanted his fantasy but it didn't work

trust me, i ain’t proud of it. I never thought I’d be one of those niggas

be grateful that you got a relationship like this with your mom op. important to be able to talk about s*** like that.

Not making fun of you mate I genuinely hope you get what you need

Not that easy

ngl i fell back into the hole for like a week, and im even in a relationship. it can happen, important thing is to always get back out

My mom blunt asf so it wasn’t even really a whole discussion. i told her then followed it up with I’m gonna get a job to make the money back and that was basically it lol

proud of you man. follow through on your word and make your moms proud as well. no shame in having issues, only if you dont do s*** about them

I’m not even an ugly nigga so I’m not gonna waste my time with a 5/10 girl from tinder. like that ain’t the issue

i just don’t got the social freedom to get b****es. so being in the comfort of my own home buying content where no one else but me is aware of what I’m doing seemed easier

if you're suffering from any kinda addiction, I think it makes sense to want to find a support base to help you recover, especially from parents.

p*** addiction can really take over someone's life.

good luck op. you took the first step.