Well this is some serious s***

Damn OP I feel you bruh, and I know this sounds like a troll post but. I'm am deadass. I'm up at the office rn a lil drunk and im tryn hold back tear thinking bout this s***. Both of these mfs some major roll models and almost farther figurs in my life. NOT the nazi or diddys hit. So how do I fix it if I cant open up myself about the way it works?

Thank you.