Any biblical evidence for God being against d*** use, even for spiritual or meditative purposes? Things like weed or shrooms which cause relatively little harm to our temple?

Also, what does the Bible mean when it refers to faith or believing in Christ? I feel like Jesus was real and really was crucified but I don't know if I believe enough if that makes sense Like it's difficult to not have ANY doubt at all. S*** was like 2000 years ago, how am I supposed to know for certain

John 19:25-29
New King James Version
Behold Your Mother
25 (A)Now there stood by the cross of Jesus His mother, and His mother’s sister, Mary the wife of (B)Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26 When Jesus therefore saw His mother, and (C)the disciple whom He loved standing by, He said to His mother, (D)“Woman, behold your son!” 27 Then He said to the disciple, “Behold your mother!” And from that hour that disciple took her (E)to his own home.

Need an opinion from a Christian and non-Christian person on this:

I was raised in a Christian church where:

• There’s 3 prophets (all females) who “God speaks through” they are the unspoken leaders of the church
• No holidays are celebrated including birthdays and Christmas
• there has never been a church building, all the meetings are at different people’s homes
• the main prophet frequently prophesies into each members life and warns them if they do/don’t do certain things within their lives they will face somewhat specific negative/positive consequences in their future
• the main prophet commands a lot of power within the church but if you asked her she would never admit it, but the people in the church clearly fear her, but their rationale is that it’s not her it’s God they fear
• the sabbath is on Saturdays and not Sundays
• you aren’t saved unless confirmed by the main prophet’s confirmation from God
• if you don’t speak in tounges you aren’t saved
• salvation is only achieved through prayer
• the church goes on trips around the world, the prophets expenses are paid by the rest of the church
• gifts are frequently given to the prophets by members, but the prophets don’t ask for the gifts. when a gift is given to a prophet it is usually met with a positive prophesy for that person
• at functions that involve food, the prophets always have their own separate table of food away from everyone else, and it’s blasphemy to touch their food
• the church describes itself as different from all other churches and everyone in the church are peculiar people compared to the rest of the world
• you can be casted out of the church if you lack faith
• at times, marriages have been arraigned through prophecy between members in the church.. sometimes these members are people who grew up together since childhood but aren’t blood related, but still odd because they’re practically family members
• church is unspokenly closed off, sort of invite only but it’s not hard to be invited

Has anyone ever heard of a church like this? What are your thoughts based on this info? Is there anything in the Bible that contradicts this setup?

to people that say ''Jesus is white so I dont believe in Him'' I have one thing to say....
according to the Bible every man is a descendant of Adam which is a descendant of God so we're all children of God no matter what everyone else says

dont let racism infect the truth of God

Jesus was not white so these people can let go of that excuse.

race is just something that developed in the human genes after thousands if not millions of years through time

in 10 thousand years from now we might have people with purple skin

plus there's the fact that God knows the hearts of every single person so If we truly want to be like Him we'll have to go deeper than black and white........life is not a noir film

God left the world alone.

Even religion is determined by race. So this info I gave, will be useful to someone.

The world left God's love when it murdererd His Saints and replaced Him with the god of its ego

Never forget praying, studying the Word and doing the Sign of The Cross