I'm on that good kush and alcohol.

I think I f figured it out. I’m having the first level of a stroke and my head and brain has pressure. From stress … symptom like weak arms but idk cause I took that shot . And all that dxm. My face not dropping and my insomnia bad . Too much going on and I was smoking . Taking random pills from the Mhospital and I think I’m still where my brains not getting oxygen but it’s like boy who cried wolf and I know these douche bags won’t help me so if I die or something … soon this will be my last sad asss post

“Should I just get a beer and Jack off to sleep ? Please help ktt I’ve cried to many times this week”

im sorry but this a hilarious 2 sentences lmfaoo

get on your hands and knees and ask a higher power to help you

even if you don’t believe it just do it right now, beg for something to help you and promise you’ll make good use of your newly wound clock

good luck

It’s it’s hereditary. I got some wack f***ing jeans for my dad. And it could be the fact that I haven’t smoked weed in a week also … once I smoked the day after I went stupid dumb w the energy drink and robitussin it was like … oh and combined with the tranquilizer… it took me 4 days but I was being tortured in the hospital w no phone and creepy annoying people… exept one chill dude who was like “your thinking to much”

I’ma smoke and drink my sugar free monster till I collapse . F*** these Texas doctors I was born in mf California and there f***in creepers out here on everything I love on my momma

I’m in a new smaller house too and my pets are gone . I hope I bump into a meth dealer or at least get me some shrooms ….. I need a hair cut .. I might be fine .. my hair is grown out a little more than usual hehehh but yea my dad had a stroke at 50 something and lives in a retirement community acts like he lost sight in one eye from vertigo and never calls me and says he can’t use a laptop but he can change the channel on the tv .. also one of my eyes is blurry and someone stole my glasses … my ear buds … can’t find my headphones rn which I think was the culprit as well . My laptop is f***ed up and I can’t make beats off it and that was my only outlet 😭

Maybe I can find a new gf out here or something or like I said a plug for something I’m deprived of being euphoric like when I took adderal etc … weed and caffeine gets me by …. .. those $100 laptops don’t hold all my drum kits and my more expensive one turns off if your not sensative w it and it has to be plugged in …. Speaking of that I’m scared I’ll be a vegetable … I told my mom just pull the plug if that happens

Maybe I can spend my second disability check on a new laptop … watch the Simpsons season 18 first 2 episodes and someone led me to watch those like they knew … my arm got f***ed up like Bart and he couldn’t do music anymore and the morbid parts where sus

nigga...get help

I hate typing cause I’m better at talking but I hope it was clear enough to understand….. I usually revise what I wrote later, not right away . Either the next day.

stop posting until you do this

Bro stop filling your body with s***. Experience sobriety and search for psychiatric help (serious)

Also can I hear your beats

we found clippin jimmy’s alt

Dip out the back door

STOP DOING D**** BRUH

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Incoherent rambling about Xbox controllers and masturbation incoming

If I can’t have my phone on me it’s PURE torture because of the injection I got at my mental health d*** facility …. The pills were working fine but my mom didn’t belive me so I agreed to take this shot which was dumb I should of just told my mom the pills are fine and I was taking it every night like I was supposed to … still feel like I’m slowly dying of a stroke or something . But yeah . Like flight school by t pain . I need a nurse that can come here where I’m at but that’s probobly more expensive… it was torture people playing movies I didn’t want to watch and certain pods had people randomly screaming and acting insane

I need a ps. I skipped out on the whole ps4 era , since ps3 and before I had all the systems . P*** on my iPhone is all the game I got

That cough syrup definitely didn’t help and I regret that . I could have almost made my self turn to a vegetable or some s*** . If I can’t get better in a month tell my mom to pull the plug on everything I love

That cough syrup hit critical

Stop buying d**** and use that money to buy a ps5