Sep 9, 2021
goddesssorry, i thought they were :(
You're good and again I appreciate the thought and effort as well!
- Sep 9, 2021
CyanSorry for having this brought up again but could you give us some details about your disability?
The only thing I can think of is there might be a charity you can contact for your disability to get a carer provided to you through them because that's what it sounds like you need.
Basically I've been traumatized to the point that I can't control my body well (if I get overwhelmed my arms and legs will spasm uncontrollably and I need to lay down a lot for example), focus/get through simple tasks or care for myself. I also depersonalize to the point that I can't even connect to the fact that I have a physical body which makes it near impossible to do anything a lot of the time.
Also I deal with psychosomatic symptoms so strong that can manifest as severe pain that's completely debilitating.