calling off of work as one of the few people who actually care about their job is crazy

you have niggas calling off every other day, yet when you do it, it always seem sinister, don't it?

granted, i just dont wanna work today because there's gonna be a parade, the bus is stopping service early and i dont wanna worry about that , plus I haven't been to mosque all ramadan so like, that's a good reason to not go to work right?

i often times feel alone which is kinda dumb bc yea, God is always there and this world is a test, but eh lately it's been harder to reach out/relate to people, especially if they aren't receptive to the energy/vibe you are on but eh

hope you feel better soon maybe start a new hobby to be around ppl more

Hmm, poetry readings/open mics once every month helps actually! And I have been consistently meeting with one of my friends to collab on a local zine every week which puts me in position to see more people/mutual friends, so I got something light going on!

but thank you man, I appreciate that. these are more so just random thoughts, abliet more "vulnerable" since I'm kinda just anon here anyway but I also wanna at least participate in this community more as well since yall niggas cool

I always feel so guilty when I call out.

I rarely do, then you see people that do it all the time without a care