Apr 5, 2021
CarlSweatpantsI ODd two weeks ago and i told myself i was done with coke and i havent done it since. Which is a mile stone because i was doing it every other day. No bullshit i was getting 8 balls for 90 dollars so i was constantly wyling. Seeing dmx go through what he going through makes me feel wild that i quit while i was ahead.
😔 Just goes to show how quickly life can change
Addiction can really take a hold of people so it's good to see you're managing it too. Just need to take it a day at a time
Apr 5, 2021·1 replyCarlSweatpantsI ODd two weeks ago and i told myself i was done with coke and i havent done it since. Which is a mile stone because i was doing it every other day. No bullshit i was getting 8 balls for 90 dollars so i was constantly wyling. Seeing dmx go through what he going through makes me feel wild that i quit while i was ahead.
I feel u bro. od'd of fetty in jan and it got me clean for a while. I slipped up again recently but im still fighting. Stay strong fam ♥️ im glad ur alive
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I feel u bro. od'd of fetty in jan and it got me clean for a while. I slipped up again recently but im still fighting. Stay strong fam ♥️ im glad ur alive
Appreciate you fam
- Apr 6, 2021·1 replyCarlSweatpants
I ODd two weeks ago and i told myself i was done with coke and i havent done it since. Which is a mile stone because i was doing it every other day. No bullshit i was getting 8 balls for 90 dollars so i was constantly wyling. Seeing dmx go through what he going through makes me feel wild that i quit while i was ahead.
damn bro. i'm glad to see you bounce back. had no idea you were going through all of that. as someone who also battled addiction in the past, and has fam that still going through it today, i'll be praying for you my g
Apr 6, 2021This s*** is so depressing.
On one hand, the lack of updates has me hoping for the best, but on the other, I'm just anticipating the worse...- Apr 6, 2021·5 repliesTeal_
damn bro. i'm glad to see you bounce back. had no idea you were going through all of that. as someone who also battled addiction in the past, and has fam that still going through it today, i'll be praying for you my g
Appreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
- Apr 6, 2021·2 repliesCarlSweatpants
Appreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
Wish u the best going forward w that s*** man. U a funny ass nigga on here
Apr 6, 2021·1 replyCarlSweatpantsAppreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
you got this. strong as hell man.
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Wish u the best going forward w that s*** man. U a funny ass nigga on here
Appreciate you g.
- Apr 6, 2021best poster
you got this. strong as hell man.
Apr 6, 2021·2 repliesRelapse is my middle name. It sucks.
- Apr 6, 2021CarlSweatpants
Appreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
damn. quitting it cold turkey is one of the most challenging and painful things an addict can experience. god bless you. i know you're gonna defeat your demons man. we believe in your man
- Apr 6, 2021SHAQUILLE
Wish u the best going forward w that s*** man. U a funny ass nigga on here
fr. loved that mf since og ktt.
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- Apr 6, 2021
imagine thinking a cop pulled you over and it happens to be DMX
Apr 6, 2021·1 reply- Apr 6, 2021gay shoes
Relapse is my middle name. It sucks.
It happens. Society got a thing for making addicts feel bad for existing. Let alone relapsing, like, it’s not a constant uphill battle. Keep pushing. ❤️
- Apr 6, 2021·1 reply
Was listening to Slippin’ on the way to the store yesterday and had to fight back tears. Man I want this nigga to make it.
Apr 6, 2021CarlSweatpantsAppreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
Impressive to go completely cold turkey bro, keep it up, and anytime you feel the urge to do that s***, remind yourself of that feeling of being born again and how good it makes you feel to get your life back on track like that
- Apr 6, 2021insertcoolnamehere
Was listening to Slippin’ on the way to the store yesterday and had to fight back tears. Man I want this nigga to make it.
i tried listening to it earlier today, some of the bits like him talking about seeing his kids grow older etc , really tough
considering the upbringing he had it was a miracle he had the success he did and even reached 50 years old
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Relapse is my middle name. It sucks.
I feel you more than you kno bro. If no one told you today tho i love you ♥️♥️♥️
Apr 6, 2021·1 replyWhat are the chances of fully recovering from a vegetative state?
- Apr 6, 2021CarlSweatpants
Appreciate it g. Yeah i basically started doing only 2 dubs of coke once a week back in 2019 then as time went on the amounts became more and more to the point i just had an epiphany where i was extremely wired, oding, my nose was in crazy pain all and i kept waking up with intense nose bleeds and i told myself. F*** that. Im quitting cold turkey. Im not kidding when i say this is the longest ive gone without coke in years. My body has been craving it, its so out of the ordinary for me not to be on coke that my dealer called me up and said "yo im by your crib do you need me to drop" i told him no that i was straight and that s*** shocked me and him. But fr i think i am done with it this time. Ive tried wuitting before but this is the most determined ive ever been about it. Ive been up at the gym everyday tryna sweat everything out as far as tryna restart my body or cleanse it. I lowkey dont know d*** about getting clean i just assume working out will work. Life is mad weird for me right now feels like being born again. And i cant tell nobody about this because ive kept this addiction s*** a secret for so long. Even the friends i had arent around no more because im sure my addiction was hard to see. My spirits are high and s*** so appreciate yall for hearing me out. I hope dmx pull through man. S*** really got dark for me for a minute there so i feel em.
I just wanted to tell you again ilu bro. You can do this one day at a time. Dont think about tomorrow. Only worry about the things you can control.
- Apr 6, 2021·7 repliesPOOM POOM DOOM
What are the chances of fully recovering from a vegetative state?
recovery from a vegetative state is 50/50 - its just about timing (like when someone is in a coma). It could last 1 week or it could last 40 years.
the issue with DMX's case is (purely going on reports), hes apparently 'brain dead' aswell. Sadly nobody has ever been able to recover from that.
If the reports of brain death are accurate, its probably just a case of waiting for his kids to fly in and speak to him while hes still with us, and then the machine will be turned off
Apr 6, 2021·1 replybazzarecovery from a vegetative state is 50/50 - its just about timing (like when someone is in a coma). It could last 1 week or it could last 40 years.
the issue with DMX's case is (purely going on reports), hes apparently 'brain dead' aswell. Sadly nobody has ever been able to recover from that.
If the reports of brain death are accurate, its probably just a case of waiting for his kids to fly in and speak to him while hes still with us, and then the machine will be turned off
smh prayers up fr
