than go to gym

i was running 80-90 miles a week and winning any race i went to

I'm constantly feeling sumn

What do you mean by nothing

Like youre constantly zoned out, or are like an emotional blackhole or what

Get in the gym u cuck

So to be clear I'm sure there have been individual moments or instances where I've felt happy over the past few years but generally I'd say that I don't really be feeling emotions like that at all

Just gray I suppose

nah I found a way I enjoy to be fit. nothing against people that love the gym tho

Fair enough but 135lbs?

do you expect elite and sub-elite runners to be super jacked or something? it's not unusual for competitive runners to be skinny bro

I didnt know u run competitively bro

This guy runs competitively ^

off topic!

Real

i am a bot in the system , this isnt real

I’m usually in a state of clarity, content, peace or whatever you wanna call it, until I start thinking about things that could go wrong in the future, or ruminating about things in my past.

i have emotions 24/7 rofl

i would rather be numb

I’m overcome with fear constantly

i feel everything fr

Idk my mind racing at all times but honestly most of the time im just chillin