U gonna bounce back bro sorry you had to go through that

Yep that’s what they were charging her for. She still ended up keeping her job and everything went normal for her. It hit my elbow it went in and out tho it was a hollow tip too. I have permanent nerve damage now in my pinky and hurts sometimes when I take a deep breathe

Thank you man. I’m positive about it but just the mental strain it took on me bc I was already rocky with mental health. I work rn tho and when I tell people what happened they don’t believe me bc I carry myself so well but I do act different than before. More reclusive, and even more aware. Paranoia out the roof. Like I said I can’t even hang out without being all weird at times and it’s embarrassing

Real.
I have always been loyal and helpful but I have never been shown any recognition, since then I no longer have confidence and I leave people in their s***. (except family of course)

Absolutely

I don't think it's trust issues

But in this world and after living 28 years
Specially in your adult life

I've just noticed certain ppl, will only go after relationships when it benefits them

I've had it too many times, that ppl will rush certain things, just to get gain for themselves and I end up being confused and backstabbed

Like jealousy and envy are real big issues these days

And when u hustling out there and u winning in the public eye

It's very difficult to navigate through relations or even develop relations

People are so quick to project traumas and toxic behaviors on u

Plus it's very true that it's usually people closest to u, do the most hurtful s*** cause they have access

So in alot of ways I made sure to minimize what I give to people by default and from there on, read/look what this person and why they must know certain info about me

Again I wouldn't say I have trust issues
But am just in a space in life, where am focusing on me and don't even necessarily look for close relationships

And am at this age, where for most life begins too

And I can tell u, ever since I've started getting more and more up on da social ladder, u distance yourself from your peers in alot of ways too

There's disconnect

And this for example is something I feel but very often when I do speak to someone around my age group, they trynna tip toe around it and make it seem were the same, when we ain't
And these are ppl u gotta watch out for

I used to, but nowadays it doesnt really matter to me, it doesnt really hurt as much either when someone breaks it, at the end of the day i am the better person out of the two if i put my trust in someone and they break it, its their loss

I just see their true colors, cut them off and move on. I know I have a few real ones i can trust with anything and the rest doesnt matter

I definetely do.

Yep f*** them bihs

It hurts. I have pretty severe rejection issues (mother did a bad job growing up). It has a had a really big effect on my romantic life and career. It comes down to trusting myself. Having trust in others is difficult. I always expect a No. Always expecting pain from others

You really look down on ppl u grew up with just cuz you got those weird ass cheekbones now?

no i’m secure w myself

With corporations/employers

Am too sexy and smart to entertain to dumb asses and toxic folks 😎
Dem cheekbones getting me sum good money yes 🤭