Just found some of my freestyle sessions back before I got in all the mental health trouble I got in, and this is stuff from 1.7.17. if you’re keeping up with me posting here. Posted a project on easter. And the week before. Here. ktt2.com/second-album-i-made-53086

Let me know what you think about this new project it’s called Vacation because when I did it It was in the winter time and I wanted to be in a tropical climate, so I rapped over tropical beats. Thought it was quite fitting because I wanted people to be and feel on vacation at home. Maybe.

Peace

m.soundcloud.com/vansanityy/sets/vacation

Need better beats...your flow isn’t “flowing”...you’re stopping...stuttering and sound unsure of yourself on the mic...subject matter sounds all over the place as if there is no subject or point of the song...try choosing a topic or use a life experience and make a song with a better beat...practice your rapping...it’s weak right now...don’t rush to put stuff out...mix your songs and have them mastered...try again...try harder and take it more seriously...best of luck to you!!!...💯

Real s***, I can’t really talk about what I’m talking about because it’s stuff I really don’t want to talk about being personal with my mental health, and so I’m just rapping all over the beat.

Plus it’s all over the place because it’s a sit down freestyle and I’m trying to think of in the moment words to rhyme too, I need to practice more.

Also I need to record it off something other than my phone. I got no money for equipment

My backstory is that when I was 16 I started writing, at 17 had my first break mentally in highschool with bipolar and did know till 20. My first project was all in a manic psychosis. I’m 23 now that was 3 years ago. Focused on my mental health.

I’m going to drop and album so look out for that and follow me on SoundCloud if you want

You can talk about your mental health when you’re ready bro!!!...I found out 3 years ago I have major depression...anxiety...insomnia and severe intermittent explosions...I’m angry a lot and put myself down a lot...grew up with a bipolar friend that turned to an enemy...had my mental breakdowns too and been to the hospital...I’m not afraid to talk about it because I’ve been at the bottom my whole life without any friends or support so I could give a f*** how anybody feels about it...we’re all mentally and emotionally f***ed up as far as I’m concerned...don’t give up...the money thing been a problem for me too...for as long as I’ve been alive...once you can book studio time or get equipment...the sound will be much better...you got the right idea...keep practicing and didn’t know that was a freestyle so good job comin’ off the top...I’ll follow your soundcloud...keep ya head up!!!...💯

Yeah f*** the haters bro, can’t deal with them, they don’t understand.

They can’t comprehend what we go through on a daily basis and tell us it’s our fault and blame it on us and punish us. Bullshit, at least for me in my story. People will always hate but it’s just because mental illness. Doing a album on that now. Also mixed in with my life.

Been too the hospital 3 times now in my life. I have major depression and bipolar mixed, but what project did you listen to. The Christ risen album is freestyle, and so is Vacation. The album “?” Was wrote at 16 rapped at 20

Your flow reminds me of Chance on Fire Freestyle '17 but your vocals sound too raw and they don't blend well with the beat (did you mix this yourself?). Not bad, just needs to be polished from a post-production end

The vacation freestyle was me just putting on a beat from my laptop and just rapping off the dome, and then recording it with my phone off voice recording. Sent them into garage band post productions, and edited it a bit there.