i have such a lovehate relationship with coke
i always get excited when im about to cop some, like literally sweaty hands when im about to get it
i love the preparation and all and the first line always feels so godly
but then the night turns to me just doing bump after bump feeling more and more empty while simoultaniously craving more and more coke
then when its all gone i start to hate myself for wanting to buy more and when the comedown sets in i feel dumb for spending all this money for a d*** that doesnt even make me happy apart from like the first hour of doing it

but a few days after that i get the urge again and it all starts a new

Anywhere from 3-4 days a week sometimes weeks with none,always unnecessary doses tho so it makes it worse , feel like s*** forgot that day after feeling

I'll chuck you a couple gs as a gift

if only you lived in Indianapolis

You explained it so well.... maybe i need a break

amnesia goat

top 3 haze

silver my #1

i smoke crack every day

Back on campus I’d drink 4-5 times a week and since quarantine I’ve cut it to once and seeing my face slim up

My friends now though been prob drinking 5-6 times now

I miss smoking tho

Hit the blunt couple times during spring break but haven’t had a real session since last fall

I’m only smoking in eve at the moment while I’m finishing assignments during the day - this s*** keeps me up later as my mind wonders far, the mental effects are so nice