i know its inevitable but i dont even fear death for myself at this point
i lost my mom when i was 12 and was never really the same since
i don’t have much family either so im just not ready emotionally to lose another close one
fell into a deep depression and took me years to actually feel happy again and even then im still not fully recovered
its literally my worst fear waking up with a family member dying and it’s gonna happen someday

you really just start accepting it after a certain point. cause it’s really nothing you can do.

when that time comes, you deal with it

:/

im not ready either

i have bad anxiety i know the day it happens my ass is probably gonna throw up pass out and shiver for weeks on end

It’s hard. Very hard. But you still have the loved ones here that you have to live for.

I’m right there with u OP it’s sorta impossible for people to really comprehend death

yupp i remind myself that everyday even on days where we arent on good terms

I’ve never had a serious loss in family and have been trying to get a grip on the topic, for myself and others, the past few months

Listen to Carrie and Lowell OP

for sure will check it out

you'll be fine bro. this IS the journey. we are at the destination. now we sit back and enjoy the world while it's in front of us. we enjoy our family and friends while they're around us. you'll have to deal with your death one day. imma have to deal with mine, and your fam and friends will have to deal with theirs. we are all strong enough to handle this and maybe some of them will be right and we'll see each other on the other side :) either way, people who love you don't want you sitting around worrying about them before or after death. they want you to succeed and be so busy living that your not worrying about death.

Rather than fearing losing them focus on spending time with them while they’re here

Lost my dear mother and I just haven't been about to cope.