I don’t know what the f*** I’m doing anymore. Nothing makes any sense. I have changed up so much s*** in my life and nothing makes me feel better. I feel like I’m degrading myself with how I’ve been behaving recently. I’ve done so many things that are totally out of my character in an attempt to fit in. I thought going off the rails might be fun but it’s just left me feeling empty. I’m a disgrace.

What am I meant to do? Everything feels wrong. I can’t find the answer. Maybe this is all there is. I might be doomed to feel like this until I die.

man we all f*** up sometimes and do out of character things to fit in. its our human condition

what u gotta do is find what really makes u happy and pushes to be better... for me that was running

get rid of the toxic

you’re not a disgrace because you’re feeling lost

what do you want out of life?

if you could just push a button and select your destination

drain gang

life sucks

@op you gotta look into positive self talk and not be so hard on yourself

drain moment