Should I get a ps4 and play gta 5 I missed out on ps4 or should I wait till next year and get a ps5 so I can play gta 6.

I need something Quik … everyday I’m feeling worse and I remember how taking adderal made me feel …. Maybe I just need a Gatorade , I’m trapped at home . No car and I walk to spend my ebt but it’s getting to hot to go anywhere so I’m at home waiting for my dinner

. I’ll have to get a ps4 for now… if u guys can play it for a decade and wait for gta6 I think it will keep me off the street for a year

I went to a public pool and had to leave cause some nosey people knew I wasent apart of their apartment complex …. I was blocked too these bad ass chicks were showing off legs to me

I’d be so miserable if it wasent for the Tik Tok girls live

My brother free yourself from this mental prison

I can’t get a job when I’m on disability unless it’s part time through some program it can’t just be any job , , my producer dream is dead but I’m pretty good but I don’t know anyone or have a laptop anymore

Get a grip

They sell THC A at the smoke shop … should I just smoke the whole blunt tonight instead of micro dosing and being cheap

How , no one wants to sell me weed

I'd have to ask a lot of questions about your mental health before answering this

I also struggle with boredom

Reality is u probably need to apply yourself way more to something productive. Be it a job or hobby. I make music when im not working.

I think Im gunna get the laptop first ,… I love making beat CDs , but I haven’t had a game system since high school so I might get good nostalgia . I just got to choose the laptop or PS4, …. There’s a gym too but I think the tired ness might be from my liver taking a lot of damage from drinking ,

Good thing is I get to see my new doctor on Monday and try new meds ,

This is day 2 I’m spitting the meds out and usually when I do that I feel better again , but idk I’m hoping it’s the fact I crashed from the Gatorade

Quit smoking weed, delete TikTok, and get a remote work job or leverage your skills and freelance online to make money. You can’t keep living like this.

I could be on fl studio for 6 hours or more few times a week it’s like a torture not brining able to have that outlet accessible

I feel this and I'm glad ur trying to find a good doctor. I went a few days without fl studio a few weeks ago and it rly sucked so I feel ur pain. I'd get the laptop before the ps4

Get a life

Weed has nothing to do with your decisions. You quit and your life sucks it’ll still suck. If your life is good weed wont stop it. Change is more than that. Go see a doctor, find a passion and pursue it. Don’t create for a purpose either, create for yourself and your own enjoyment. Don’t be hard on yourself.

You got some beats uploaded?

What the last paragraph about

Weed can definitely keep you complacent and stop you from making those choices which will make your life suck less

Hit the gym man or find a sport you like

weed definitely puts you on that comfy zone of your comfy zone if you get distracted just a little

op switch netflix for youtube and learn new skills, go in nature and practice qi gong

I was just thinking this as I re entered ! I still have YouTube but I just pass the time w commentary gaming vids but I always wanted to learn CPR and some girl on Tik Tok was explaining it yesterday and I also just moved next to a fire station

Listen to better music

you know, becoming a firefighter is one of the best career paths to rebuild your life

you get in good shape
you get to be a hero
you get to be around good, responsible teammates