Ight so I dont know if this is just paranoia or what, but I had this one incident with this chick I used to mess around with last September. I caught feelings dumb quick because it was my first genuine “relationship” with a girl, but shawty was a legit cheater its actually kinda sad lol. Had a whole bf. Dont wanna retell that point of my life again, but yeah. We hung out like three times, each time was good vibes. I had too much to drink. I didn't do anything wild, just did some weird s*** and if I could go back, I would handle it much differently.

Anyways, that semester was a rough one for me. I was confident and had a bunch of girls tryna fwm, but since I had no prior experience, I caught feelings quick as hell and would fumble them. My school is a very social school and word spreads around like a wildfire, so I feel like some people have been telling other people s***. I have a very recognizable face as well (handsome as s***) so if one person says to “watch out for this guy” then the rest will follow suit.

That s*** has honestly ruined my life tbh. Like my mental headspace has been f***ed since, and I’ve lost a lot of female friends. I dont know if its because they know about it or not or if my personality has been altered because my mental is all f***ed up, but at this point, I’m just ready to graduate and get on with my life. I was literally walking to class the other day, and one of the girls I used to talk to was passing me, and I saw her put her camera in the sky and it looked like she was recording me (I’m assuming? Like I said, I’ve been paranoid as s***) but I’m sure she was. But I’m just like why? That s*** is so old and now I’m talking to girls who look 10000x better than you lol.

But yeah, it’s a lot of s*** that I’ve done and I feel like that girl has honestly ruined my social life. I’ve thought about transferring, but I think I’m gonna just thug it out. I honestly haven't heard any mention of it by anybody I’m friends with, but I feel like they're just trying to keep it on the low. People just treat me different than how they did a year ago man. So have I been MeToo’d or is it all in my head?

What did you do OP?

This is definitley in your head bro there's no conspiracy to hate on you and record you in public because your girl cheated on you. I promise nobody cares that much.

(handsome as s***)

“watch out for this guy”

But at the same time, its not like I’m popular or anything. Im popular, but I’m not popular. If that makes sense. Like the popular people at my school don't even acknowledge me anymore.. but all this is a misunderstanding and people are just judgmental as f***. My uni is basically a big ass high school at this point, and numerous people have stated it.

U gonna give urself anxiety worrying about who's talking about u or who's popular n who isnt.

Like there hasn't been any controversy with me tbh because my school has no problem getting rapists and s*** out the paint on Twitter and s***. I dont even go to parties anymore

I already have it bro

are you a r*pist? im confused

Might as well tell it right? Ight so about a year about, met this girl at a party. I thought I fell in love at first sight. And I probably did until I f***ed it up. But yeah, the girl had a man the whole time. I knew, but since I was still a young nigga, I looked over that. We chilled once at my place (shoulda smashed), once at hers (shoulda smashed again) and one more at mine (we were just drinking and N&C). So I had too much to drink and I started dry humping her it was all in fun though, I wasn't trying to do some s***. But looking back, it was very unapt. So after that fling broke off, I tried getting other chicks by just approaching em on campus and s***. Got a lot of success doing this, but they all turned into nothing which was not good. I just fumbled a lot of easy ass opportunities, and you know girls like to gossip so

how i read OPs post 5 times already and still aint understand wat the hell he talkin bout

i think youre overthinking this.. all this negative thinking is clouding your life. gotta drop the past and move forward with a clean slate

drama at op's high school

But I honestly wouldn't be surprised. School is dummy toxic

No... you haven't been #MeToo'd......

if you're about to graduate op just tough it out and keep a stiff upper lip. you already made it this far, and you're already almost going to never meet these folk again

lol you sound schizophrenic bro i would check that out before pursuing any sort of relationship

Maybe. Think its gotten a lot better since the earlier part of the year

didn’t mean that to really sound mean either this just honestly seems like a case of you being entirely in your head as you haven’t even got an example of any of this s*** talking actually happening

need pics of OP to assess

The missing context here is her reaction to you doing so, did she tell you to stop and you didn’t? That’s a problem. Was it just some random weird thing that happened while you were drunk and you were embarassed about it? We all take weird L time to time. If you didn’t force yourself on her and she told you no you’re probably just overthinking it, did she possibly tell people about the weird encounter? Maybe, but based off how you tell the story it sounds like you just did something yikes while drunk as long as you didn’t force yourself on her (which I hope you didn’t)

Just over dry humping? Worst thing is that immature ass circle are sending texts to each other "just passed the dry humper in the hallway, kekekekekekeke"

F*** em and keep it pushin