just tryna get yall perspective man it hurts fr

This world not for everybody

I actually feel way more alone with the homies which is why im a hermit and they accept it. Feels oike im trapped when im with them lowkey. Cant express myself how i want. When im alone i feel more free. I prolly need new friends

Certainly not for me

being surrounded by people who make you feel alone far worse than actually just being alone imo

We gon make it bro. We the outcasts that aint accepted by the outcasts.

I just wish were humble enough to mold myself into society’s standards but at the same time i f*** with myself way too much to do that lmfao.

Lowkey, especially when they hangout or do s*** without me

WOAT feeling

Almost never feel this way when i'm with actual friends but when i'm with ppl i'm just cool with i feel like that sometimes yeah

yes on my first trip ever

Dawg one day in hs all my “homies” had a big party and i was literally the only one not invited. like out of ALL my friends. They had their own little group talking about how fun it was, literally left me somewhere alone to talk about it in private lmfao. That was the day i decided to go to alt school and focus on my music and read books all day

Met up with them this year and they were all like “where’d you go bro”

Brooo that truly sucks fam, they did the same s*** to me like 4 years ago (Wasn't a party, but they went to a school performance then head to the movies afterwards). It even kinda makes me infuriated thinking about it, shoulda just confronted them about it

I feel you bruh

Do you know why people be doing that s*** thoogh? Like they hang out wit u everyday seemingly enjoying ur company, but when its something important or dope they leave a nigga out of it. niggas just dont like us. But why tho??

Yea, first felt that for the first time in like 2015 in HS, it was a surreal feeling and that’s kinda when my depression started. I felt it even harder years later in 2018 when i was out with family and we were supposed to have a fun time but i just wasn’t feeling it then either. It sucks

I used to feel that all the time

Haven’t had a real friend for a while now though, but I'm less depressed than I was before

Ngl it's truly beyond me, the world shall never know

Yeah it happens when you’re not with real friends

That sucks I wish I would’ve felt comfortable anyway

Yes, all the time, I stay in my own head too much

Smh. I try so hard to love people deadass. Hate is lame, i wanna see everyone including people who hurt me go up. But deep down its very hard not to be a misanthrope when ur this unlucky in social situations.

I wish people wouldve been straight up with me instead of smiling in my face yet hating on the inside. I wouldve been a much warmer adult. Aint no self improvement gonna give me that true love for mankind. I love life more than people

Tried to quote u wit dis lol

Yes

It depends on the conversation. I maybe the outsider but I’ll take that over anything. Better to have a good ladi (bill burr voice) than hella friends