I got a lot better at basketball
Cut down from 225 to 185
Read 25 books
Became conversational in Spanish
Cutting off all the imaginary hoes I’ve had in my head who didn’t even know I existed was a game changer
working out consistently, got a new job and might be going back to school again
a lot of changes the past 5 months but still feels the same tbh
10 million dollars but you can’t do anything to improve yourself for the rest of your life
I quit video games this year , honestly the best thing I’ve ever done
what games were u into
cut off everybody literally
worked and focused oin myself and family
i literally went from heavy anxiety attacks and depression, to full blown celeb modus
couldnt even go outside without my heart beating out of my chest, i needed my hoodies to hide all da pain and all the heavy breathing it took for me to even face the world
i had to overthink every step
every corner of my eye or street, there was a demon lurking
today i walk around with the biggest smile
i got children asking me for pics
older people wavin at me and wantin to talk with me
girls being super friendly/crushing
everyone recognizin me in a good way
all i need to do is the drop the music and i feel like the universe will write and complete the story itself
one year of heavy mental detox
and i feel like am at the top again
Man this year started rough, experienced my first real heartbroken through a relationship
But since:
Lost around 60 pounds this year, 33 in the last 3 months & couple weeks (hope to lose 10-12 more if god is good)
Got back into college, got accepted into a 4 year and fafsa finally helping out
Gonna be able to make music again soon
Finding inner peace
Learning self love
Planned a trip to Europe to go with some of my homies that Im so excited to do
Was sad about moving home but met a couple good friends that have helped me turn into the better person I am today
Got a long way to go but this year is setting me up well for the future
Feel like I wasted this year tbh I'm so down bad and somehow I can't get myself to do anything to change it. I'm like a week without smoking weed, so there's that I guess
Got my first car
Started going to gym
Overcame a lot of obstacles with my anxiety
Ever since I got my car I’ve been super busy so things like reading and hobbies took a back burner. But I was able to really come into my own and gain some confidence that came with the independence. Going into the next year I’m really focusing on myself and planing for the future. Hoping to get a place of my own next year
10 million dollars but you can’t do anything to improve yourself for the rest of your life
I've had to try extremely hard to just live.
2022 has been the worst year until now for me and hopefully this will be the worst I'll ever experience.
The constant fight with my mental health, trying to not lose it completely was/is so exhausting. The panic attacks I had this year were next level, I cannot explain them, ended up twice at the hospital. I've had panic attacks for years, but not the ones that I got this year.
I woke up feeling anxious everyday for months, and wasn't even able to go outside and go to my work. Once I stayed inside that made it only worse, but I couldn't do otherwise, at least that's how it felt then. My pounding heartbeat became an obsession and I kept checking my heartbeat, which made me even more anxious because it was beating too fast.
Since the summer I'm in a better place, had quite a good summer but I feel that some mental health problems are coming back. I just need to start improving myself. Especially working out, I havent done that in years because of my panic attacks.
Hopefully that will help me, I just need to start doing it soon. Been telling this myself since the beginning of 2022 already tho.
I'm not there yet but I have to keep trying. I do know that I cannot live another year like this.
I hate these type of questions
moved to the city after country life became a dead end (ive never lived in a big city before)
new job
more oppurtunities with da ladies
getting back into DJing
making new friends after relying on the same one crew for years
Quit my old job that was deteriorating my mental health and managed to land a better one I love. Started working out again and got my body into the best shape it’s been in since my teen years. I’ve stopped stressing as much about intimacy/relationships, and I would say I’m dealing with the ups and downs of my dating life pretty ok compared to the past. All that being said s*** is far from perfect, and I want to get into therapy again but I feel so busy with work idk when I’ll have the consistent time. It is what it is though I suppose