Adoration and I guarantee you'll find what you seek

What happened to therapy man

There's a point where you are stuck and you cannot grow and the only thing to do is change and that starts with the environment, your surrounding

You can't be the person you want/need to be in the environment that breeds this version of you that got you feeling unfulfilled

this bro got everything in life but always complaining tbh

we all live in our own personal hells

s***s life

a month in

in Orlando for a week after my time in tulum before i head to Paris on new years. going to universal studios tomorrow. first christmas alone. i haven’t spoken to anyone outside transactional interactions at stores since mid-November other than my mom and dad. texted my brother a few times.

i was borderline anorexic the past year and instead of locking in, i ended up developing a horrible binge eating disorder and I’ve gained about 15 lbs in 3 months. currently at my highest weight ever.

lessons learned :

-why tf am i doing this? i hate this but already paid for everything so i gotta ride it out until march

-nobody except my parents gives
a single f*** about me

-life in America is awesome and should never be taken for granted

-instead of

i should’ve just listened to this

im always aware that even tho im lonely, im super privileged and there truly isn’t a day where I don’t thank God for what I have in life.

i just don’t know why I felt so upset that I was a no one in my hometown that I thought being a no one around the world would be any better

I give a f*** about you!

Perspective gained from doing something different from normal i always find great

bruh i shouldve just come to universal by myself from the start, this s*** lit 😂