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  • Oct 15, 2020
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    snowchild

    hey❤️

    Hello :3

  • rvi
    Oct 15, 2020

    hi!!!

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    Oct 15, 2020
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    Justinn

    Hello :3

    how are u today what ya up to

  • Oct 15, 2020
    Justinn

    I am here. For now, I hope to meet all of you,

    Lots of love :)

    i still can’t believe it.

    dedicating my first album to cats

  • Oct 15, 2020
    Justinn

    Charli xcx, twenty one pilots, panic at the disco, dean lewis, calum scott, ajr, other music haha

    It’s charli, baby hifn aoty

  • Oct 15, 2020

    Whats poppin

  • Oct 15, 2020

    Hello @Catsbf welcome!!!

  • Oct 15, 2020
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    snowchild

    how are u today what ya up to

    Im okay, frantically getting ready for the funeral

  • snowchild ❄️
    Oct 15, 2020
    Justinn

    Im okay, frantically getting ready for the funeral

    hope you’re taking it well i’m really glad you came and signed up here and let us know more about the situation a lot of us really loved him and being so in the dark was tough

    sendin you some love and energy

  • CARMEN 🐉
    Oct 16, 2020

    Hope you’re pushing through, he was a really nice guy, he spoke so passionately about the music he loved, but also the things that troubled him 💙 will miss him, good luck with things

  • Oct 16, 2020

    Would like to let everyone know that the funeral went well. We had an open casket but when i saw him... I saw him, but it wasnt him... It didnt look like the James i knew. They made him darker and his face was really puffy and his hair was slicked back. I didnt see him. All i know is thati cant wait to die so i can beat his ass for leaving us the aftermath smh.

  • Oct 16, 2020
    Justinn

    I am here. For now, I hope to meet all of you,

    Lots of love :)

    You gonna do great things here

  • Oct 17, 2020
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    I never understood his hype over the game overwatch but i just spent like 4 hours playing it. It was actually really fun and i enjoy being a healer. I met some people that were patient with me being new to the community and it was nice i guess. I hope to talk to them more and become good friends with them

  • Oct 17, 2020
    Justinn

    I never understood his hype over the game overwatch but i just spent like 4 hours playing it. It was actually really fun and i enjoy being a healer. I met some people that were patient with me being new to the community and it was nice i guess. I hope to talk to them more and become good friends with them

    It's always nice getting into a new game and the community is patient while you learn the ropes. Was turned off from a few games I probably would've liked due to pretty bad (maybe even toxic) communities.

  • Oct 18, 2020
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    I think i lied to myself. Tried to convince myself im not suicidal. But all i can think about is just dying.

  • Oct 20, 2020
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    Justinn

    I think i lied to myself. Tried to convince myself im not suicidal. But all i can think about is just dying.

    Yo man, I just saw this thread and your account.
    I wanna thank you for being there for cats and loving him, I really appreciate it.

    I cant even imagine how hard is it for you considering how hard it was for me even just for an online friend from a different country but please do your best to stay strong and I know we dont even know each other but u already got my love for loving cats and letting cats love you. U must be a beautiful soul and you should take good care of yourself like u deserve. Do not hesitate to hmu if u wanna talk about yourself or cats or just nothing its all cool . much love <3

  • Oct 22, 2020
    jesuisadorable

    Yo man, I just saw this thread and your account.
    I wanna thank you for being there for cats and loving him, I really appreciate it.

    I cant even imagine how hard is it for you considering how hard it was for me even just for an online friend from a different country but please do your best to stay strong and I know we dont even know each other but u already got my love for loving cats and letting cats love you. U must be a beautiful soul and you should take good care of yourself like u deserve. Do not hesitate to hmu if u wanna talk about yourself or cats or just nothing its all cool . much love <3

    Hi there, thank you so much. Im honestly trying, ❤️

  • Oct 22, 2020
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    Justinn

    I think i lied to myself. Tried to convince myself im not suicidal. But all i can think about is just dying.

    sending my love to you fam.

    Don't ever convince yourself that it's wrong to feel such grief, esp. when you lost someone who I would guess is a part of you.

    Someone you don't want to live without...

    I'm still battling those feelings in my own situations and the person i struggled to let go of is still around im pretty sure (i hope)

    It probably feels like your heart wants to shrivel up or something

    we gotchu on KTT2 the ultimate support site

  • Oct 22, 2020
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    I probably made it worse but i just want to show that its okay and normal to feel the bad feelings and that you're not less for feeling that way,

    but better for acknowledging and being able to communicate how you're feeling

  • Oct 25, 2020
    Sponge2ChanBob

    I probably made it worse but i just want to show that its okay and normal to feel the bad feelings and that you're not less for feeling that way,

    but better for acknowledging and being able to communicate how you're feeling

    you didnt make it worse <3