Like be at a great point in life
Start Doing d**** casually
Slowly becomes a everyday thing
Until the first i do in the morning is get high
And be high 24/7
Which works for a while and feels amazing
Until
I dont get s*** done and run out of /income money
Turn into a zombie
And work my way back to being at my best just to slowly trow it all away again

Anyone here he made it back out of addiction and stayed clean sinxw?

It always srarts with weed btw

Cureently in the midst of the being high 24/7 phase

But i flushed down everything last night in tears

Now im fighting the urge to hit up my dealer tho

what u getting high with

Bro im looking for answers

Not no questions

maybe try replacing getting high in the morning with something else that's good for you. like running, drawing, meditating, reading, just something you do every morning to lock in a W before temptation stats to kick in

you think weed is the problem but it’s probably your lack of routine or goals

Follow me back and check messages

Op farming posts itt to boost his ktt2 stats

Did u read whag i said i be doing amazing -> do d**** casually -> spiral down from there

you only named weed in particular f***o, i can read

we all been stuck since covid started

thats how i feel too

yeah i been having my s*** figured out seemingly and still fall back into it slowly after a while

Like i be doing so good i dont think smoking a lil bit will do no harm

And it just eacaletes from there

@op you should look for forms of stimulus that you an enjoy regularly so that you can distract yourself from your desires for d****

he gone wanna fucc

You aee a f***ing cliwn

the cycle is horrendous though and i get that

You aee a f***ing cliwn

when you feel the need to do d**** think of something else to do. it doesnt have to be something you want to do more than d****. you should be conscious of the fact that its an unhealthy in the moment, the same way you are conscious of it now

You aee a f***ing cliwn