Where u at in Atlanta

if u are actually posting that stuff to help it's nice but obviously they aren't interested in that type of advice

if you are just being overly insistent for attention/humor shhhhhhhhhh

I love what i do but I don’t be doing s*** and I’m tryna improve

I don’t know what’s gonna happen

i mean if you dont mind me asking what is it that you want to do and are pursuing ?

Well sorry to put like that but dont expect one magical moment and it all just goes away. Depression sucks since you literally cant see the light at the end of the tunnel but if you keep grinding you may suddenly look back and think that it‘s not all bad.

you are going to make them give a f*** about you man trust human interaction and exercise and sunlight are my keys so pulling myself out of the dark, its so hard to see right now tho so i feel you man

I wanna move but i don’t know what to do and how

Also I wanted to be skinny before I moved out and I’ve been failing at that

Yea this is my idea but i don’t wanna do it prematurely and f*** my self and be stuck working a s*** job barely making ends meet

That’s my goal

I want black men to be able to do whatever

We’re so limited

I don't know you OP but I know people who deal with the same things as you, and I deal with those issues too, I feel your pain and I want you to know things aren't set in stone even if they may seem that way... I assume you're probably young and it's a good thing to think about, our lives are just starting, I know how you feel, you said you wasted a year doing nothing, it sucks but what's à year in a life? At least you're conscious of it and you don't want to keep doing it, that just shows you there's still hope, you don't have to feel like you shouldn't be here or that you shouldn't be you. You can always do better, be better... I know all of this sounds stupid and stereotypical but everything you said itt hit close to home and i wanted to tell you that things can get better and they surely will

Sure let’s do it

No but i want to i don’t know how to go about it

Also you're a Kevin abstract Stan and I love you for that

I love you

I agree but this not the time family

Yea I’m only 20 but next year it’s gonna be aww you’re only 21

Then I’ll be 25 still broke as hell haven’t accomplished s*** and my life is gonna crumble

get this bull s*** the f*** outta here

facts

Think this was enough venting

I’m ok for now

Still f***ed but okay

I’ll try again at life tomorrow

good, if you need to talk.

I gotcha fam

Dekalb

But i know a lot of the forthward scene type niggas

first of all get rid of that negative ass attitude nothing gone change if u looking at the negative side of everything my guy how u expect for blessings when u already depressed first thing in the morning in bed not doing anything & 2nd what’s the ideal happy scenario for u, like fr whats “happy” to u.

i know it is such a dilemma, im sorry you're in thiis situatiion man

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Oh well, well High School is over. I had a very crappy senior year as well but I'm fine now, thats just one phase of life.
I can relate to a lot of what your saying about your moms. Me and mine don't have much in common and are very different in general, but our relationship got a lot better when I moved out.
Do you have Kik or discord or anything? We could have a better discussion on a more private platform.

And I'm from GA too.