I was at therapy talking with my therapist and I was telling her how I was talking with my gfl and she made me feel so inferior. She then hits me with the “Don’t you feel that way with every woman?” lol. It’s incredibly true though, I do, it’s crazy how over a decade of wanting love and it always being unobtainable has warped my mind into viewing women as essentially deities. Now that I have an amazing GF, regardless I see woman as these mystical perfect beings that have complete and total control over me and my sense of self. They basically occupy the status of God in my mind.
This isn’t even like a fetish thing lol, I legitimately lose all sense of self-esteem in the presence of a woman, I just think of how inferior and untouchable I am, like a plague rat or a roach. Completely locked out of being able to form any sort of relationship with those divine beings. I formed some resentment towards them as a result and even some of my friends feel the same. On the flip side, I view my partner as one of the “good” women and essentially reignited my faith towards them.
I’m one confused man 😭
Can’t relate, I’ve never interacted with a woman
Edit: other than my mom
Damn you sound like the narrator from Antkind!
But idk seems like you got a good therapist and all that, always gonna be something in life that makes us feel like roaches – might as’well be a woman I s’pose… anyhoo enough of my yapping its back to the hay bales for me
You gotta expound on the inferiority complex
Yeah you’re right. He gotta pound
@op from experience dont fight it, lean into your hardwired inferiority to women and embrace them as your goddesses and saviour, its programmed into you from a young age and you will never be able to resist it no matter how hard you try, you will always relapse into servitude to these goddesses and queens, it is simply our role and people like us are much happier and fulfilled operating that way.
These women s*** piss and lie just like us
AND they cant fight
how you finna feel inferior to someone who dont got no hands
try shrooms about it
Have you tried shrooms
yea
Christ almighty man how does someone get to this point? Get a grip
Hopefully your therapist is doing good work