Since that's all my friends wanna do like 90 % when we go outside. And I mean I enjoy it too, it's fun. But for the last couple months I've been getting very anxious and somehow all my insecurities come alive when I'm high also my thoughts are way more negative when I'm high. I tried to take smaller portion but the result is always the same... I also took pause from weed for almost month but it ain't helped..
I mean I have friends in college but they all live in different cities so I really don't know what to do. It's all complicated. It's not like they pressure me but I know that if I was the only one sober it would really ruin the vibe and I would be kinda bored ..... I mean these are my best friends since high school but idk..

I think if I had girlfriend all these problems would kinda disapper since I wouldn't feel so lonely and bored if I wasn't going outside or whatever but as of right now I can't have no gf.
(for some health issues I'm not really comfortable talking about. But I'm hoping to fix those problems this year)

Anyway thanks to everyone who read this..

you pretty much answered your own question g, good luck

All me and my girlfriend do is smoke weed gf doesn’t solve everything I hate that mindset

Two table spoons of apple cider vinegar in the morning should clear that up

Buy a s***doll you'll have a best friends and girlfriend.

Find new hobbies and you can make friends through that

have you brought up to them how smoking makes you feel? if they can't respect it it's okay to let them drift away and find new friends. a clear mind state might be able to help you make some new friends with similar interests and even finding a gf. don't think a girlfriend is suddenly going to fix this first you need to work on yourself, it's not that hard and i'm sure you can do it. high school friends aren't going to last forever, you can continue to hang out with them and feel anxious and bad all the time or you can deal with being lonely for a little bit while you find new interests and hobbies and make new friends that way

I mean they respect it, I've told them about it. But it's like what am I supposed to do as I said we live in small city and I basically know everyone and I have friends outside of these guys I've mentioned in the first post but I really can't see myself finding another friends. I mean I really like when we go like partying to the club it's not like we are antisocoal. But the nearest club is pretty far away and it's pretty expensive to pay everytime for taxi, alcohol etc .So I'm just stuck in this place..
Also thanks so much for solid advice :)..

Get them hooked on crack problem solved

Fr tho u bring it up they'll probably all be like yea same let's stop smoking

Seriously, get better friends. Don’t be a bum. I had to learn the same thing, way better for it even if at first it was weird.

had to dead a friend one time cuz all he wanted to do was smoke bud and sniff coke.

sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do to make your situation better.

You would exchange ur friend problems with relationship problems let that sink in lmao

Went through the same s***, you dont realize how toxic these "friends" are until you drop them

The art of peer pressure

Yup

lmao

It’s your life OP, If it’s good for your health, Stop doing it, If those friends are bad for ya, Cut them off, If not just tell them that you’re better off that s***..
If you don’t help yourself, Who else is gonna do it? No one b

if they weren’t ur friends before u started smoking or that’s all y’all do together y’all really jus smoke buddies.