I been unhappy for too long but for some reason I feel like I just spawned a new set of balls. I feel like I got struck by a train mentally, but I feel blessed. Working the same minimum wage job for 6 years knowing I’ve always been built for something better. Procasinstion, self pity, self indulged depression, I’ve been over it, but it sadly took me a wildly long time to realize my greatness in the truest sense.

I never felt the way I feel now, I want to conquer. I now look at everything that made me uncomfortable (anxiety) as food. I have been drinking, but I never felt like this before. I either hit rock bottom or FINALLY tied it together. Ima keep at this, I was gonna end it after this winter (I live in AZ, winter nights are paradise). Now I want keep it pushing, but for myself. Never thought I’d feel like that before.

I haven’t figured nothing out but I made this thread to say anyone who feels lost, when you get that rare boost take advantage. For the first time ever, I'm inspired to take action.

I’m not grown yet, I finally feel aware of that atleast. I don’t think that’s a valid checkpoint in life though, I feel life doesn’t have a set curriculum. There’s a lot of s*** that I know is in store that is going to shape me, as I don’t know death yet. It’s ver new for me to realize that I’d want to tackle it healthily, versus being self-destructive.

There’s absolutely no better feeling than reaching a milestone when you finally feel like giving up. keep faith, these are the greatest moments.
All praise to the most high

when the frontal lobe reach 90% completion

This is a really cute avi:

I love it

Def a spontaneous thread, usually don’t even be posting threads but god damn I felt proud vent with no remorse. Lived with too much mercy my whole life, viewed it as a gift, but now I’m tryna take what I need.

I’ve always loved the supportive energy KTT has, always felt like I grew up with everyone here even if I don’t even be active w y’all like that.

ENERGY FR

Life is the best when you feel that empowerment, hope your relish deep in it OP. Take it day by day and you'll crush it trust.

Thank you love is real

Energy till departure

I had the same experience last year at 24, felt like I went through a second puberty. I actually started liking the way I look, I felt more confident, was more open to trying new things, I was even shooting my shot and asking women out

Didn't last long tho

Keep y’all heads up man never thought I’d see the day. There’s a glimmer of light. Gonna sleep now but I’m confident I’ll wake up with vigor to murder the day.

I haven’t been interested in pursuing a relationship for 5 years, yesterday I met a girl at my contract side job (runner for concerts) and I crushed on her. I don’t chase or nothing, I think it’s because the biggest lesson my mom taught me was self independence which I hold close. My friends have always been confused on why I rarely pursue girls too. But man she was such a cool person, I rarely chop it up with people in general like that, no facade just pure me.

Literally spent a good hour trying to find her on social media. Found her and hit the follow.

Love this man the journey is so beautiful. Bless you, keep your head up there will always be bumps, but they shape you into a beast, MOSTLY when you don’t realize it.

ta·bu·la ra·sa

“an absence of preconceived ideas or predetermined goals; a clean slate.”

2:46 me talking to myself