What is there to be interested in outside of work and p****?

I need a new purpose and passion in life. I love history and I feel like my mind is saturated in that respect. I’m in good shape so fitness is something I’ve already tackled. I also feel like new music is trash and in the past that’s something I’ve taken a passion to… I make music sporadically.

What is there to cling my mind to besides going out drinking every weekend and smoking weed, which is what I feel my peers mindlessly do.

I’ve always been a deep thinker with an inquisitive mind.

I don’t even know what to scroll through on the internet anymore.. I kinda feel like an old man in a young persons body.

Do you like to read? Maybe you could read books about historical events. What hobbies do your friends have? You like bike riding or something? Depending on where you live you could get into water sports. Waterskiing is quite fun. I’m just throwing suggestions at a wall and hoping something sticks bro

Ecclesiastes 9:7-10
So go eat your food and enjoy it; drink your wine and be happy, because that is what God wants you to do. Put on nice clothes and make yourself look good. Enjoy life with the wife you love. Enjoy all the useless days of this useless life God has given you here on earth, because it is all you have. So enjoy the work you do here on earth. Whatever work you do, do your best, because you are going to the grave, where there is no working, no planning, no knowledge, and no wisdom.

kirby and the forgotten land

I love reading but with like history for example I feel like I’ve read all I want to know. I’ve kind of hit a wall. I love hanging out with my friends but it’s more what I do in my alone time.

I’ve always had something I’m bashing at but I don’t have that anymore.

Right now I just spend my time chasing girls but I feel like my mind could be used better

Do you have any creative passion? Might be worthwhile dipping your hand in something on that front.

According to the bible I need a girlfriend?

If you're into history then you should dive into film and music history endlessly fascinating hobby that could take up all of your time and life if you let it

good food, good drink, a wifey, and accepting that life is meaningless

I make music, I’ve got one more song in me for a while though I’ve recorded about 7

As far as rap goes though I don’t have anymore material in me for a bit

Ur selling urself short. Go hard and extend yourself. “in me” Nigga are u a fuel gauge?

I’ve read Ecclesiastes. And right now I feel like I’m on the bit where everything is vanity.

Especially when I scroll through Instagram

Chasing the wind, i feel you

Maybe could give producing a try, if you don't already. Could help in turn bring more out of you lyrically. If you do, maybe try experimenting with different styles.

I’ve addressed everything I want to in my music without it feeling forced. Plus rap in general has plateaued in my eyes so I’m lacking inspiration.

Unless future drops a classic

Doesnt sound like its a passion then breh

Yhup. I mean I’ve been on the app for like 8 years now and it’s the same old story.

Struggle, come up, designer clothes bad b****es

I understand people who have businesses on there though

I was obsessed for 4 years

And now you’re not. Maybe start adressing other things? Abstract things? Idk man we can’t teach you how to have fun in life. U feel like music is trash, go ahead make the music u want to hear

It gets easier once you realize everybody’s faking it.

The fire for rap music’s temporarily gone tbh. I guess I could further my career and build a family with someone I love

Film a movie and put me in as your lead actor

This
Just enjoy and experience as much as you can before it’s too late
And do as much good as you can