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  • Aug 8, 2021

    this f***ing sucks.

    so firstly i dont have people around me to give me assurance or validation on a personal level so i dont seek it in nobody but myself but thats okay i dont mind that too much.

    s***ty thing is everything im into i really am f***ing awful at. and if not just plain bad then cheerlessly mediocre. i wouldnt mind that if it wasnt something ive spent years upon years of practicing.

    this s*** so demoralizing when u so passionate abt some s*** and u put so much into it but youre just f***ing dookie at it.

    of course im doing everything im doing for fun but you automatically always set a standard for yourself and although my levels of expectations for myself have willingly shrunken, i still cant seem to reach them.

    like there isnt anything special about me and the s*** i would say i am into im failing miserably in.

    what do i do, look for new activities, force myself to care and try to be good in them or what?

    sometimes i just wanna go out there, do something and feel good about myself but thats hard if you suck ass.
    s***s so annoying idek what to feel confident about at all.

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    CAP

    you may not be the best at anything but thats everyone except gold medalists and world record holders

    doesnt mean there arent things ur good at

    think abt in terms of urself, not in terms of others ;)

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    OP's EP on SoundCloud is fire

  • Aug 8, 2021
    big stepper renzo

    OP's EP on SoundCloud is fire

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    You said you passionate about something but say you’re just doing it for fun or when you not really doing anything

    If you passionate about something and want to get good at it you simply have to work towards it day by day and set goals and be hungry enough to want to get better at your craft.

    I’ve been drawing since I was a kid. This year I’ve been drawing everyday for 5 months. I can definitely draw well better than most people but I’m not comfortable with my skill level and I know I can do better . I’m just hungry about it more than other people

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    big stepper renzo

    OP's EP on SoundCloud is fire

    thank you but its definitely more so on the mediocre side of stuff all things considered

  • Aug 8, 2021
    fashion killa

    CAP

    you may not be the best at anything but thats everyone except gold medalists and world record holders

    doesnt mean there arent things ur good at

    think abt in terms of urself, not in terms of others ;)

    idk though, you always going to measure what you doing by whats possible. then you set your point of standard somewhere in on a scale and try to reach it. i be settin mine low and still cant seem to hit it.

    like i been playing ball for like 6 years now at least and im getting cooked by people who clearly aint spend nearly as much time on it than i and it just becomes depressing to play at this point

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    You good at bein a crybaby ass nigga

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    dawg

    You said you passionate about something but say you’re just doing it for fun or when you not really doing anything

    If you passionate about something and want to get good at it you simply have to work towards it day by day and set goals and be hungry enough to want to get better at your craft.

    I’ve been drawing since I was a kid. This year I’ve been drawing everyday for 5 months. I can definitely draw well better than most people but I’m not comfortable with my skill level and I know I can do better . I’m just hungry about it more than other people

    at no point did i say that im only doing the stuff im passionate about when im not doing anything, dont put words in my mouth

    i said im doing it for the purpose of enjoying life and having fun, i take them seriously and get myself daily to practice it in some sort of capacity

    despite that my progression curve isnt nearly as fruitful as its supposed to be, thats my problem

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    Creasy

    thank you but its definitely more so on the mediocre side of stuff all things considered

    I wouldnt of even said anything if I thought it was mediocre, stop the cap homie

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    NoFap is your answer brother💯

  • Aug 8, 2021
    Creasy

    at no point did i say that im only doing the stuff im passionate about when im not doing anything, dont put words in my mouth

    i said im doing it for the purpose of enjoying life and having fun, i take them seriously and get myself daily to practice it in some sort of capacity

    despite that my progression curve isnt nearly as fruitful as its supposed to be, thats my problem

    Go back to your fundamentals then if you’re not seeing growth.

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    Why is it always so Creasy having existential crisis 💀💀💀

  • Aug 8, 2021
    JANGLE

    You good at bein a crybaby ass nigga

  • JANGLE

    You good at bein a crybaby ass nigga

    It’s always this negro 💀💀💀

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    big stepper renzo

    I wouldnt of even said anything if I thought it was mediocre, stop the cap homie

    thank you for listening i truly appreciate it, means the world to me, genuinely

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    onefiveoneseven

    Why is it always so Creasy having existential crisis 💀💀💀

    i believe we all going thru it im just televizing each step

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    Creasy

    thank you for listening i truly appreciate it, means the world to me, genuinely

    Anytime bro keep grinding, I make music too, let's collab sometime

  • Aug 8, 2021
    big stepper renzo

    Anytime bro keep grinding, I make music too, let's collab sometime

    id be down!

    link me some stuff?

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    Creasy

    i believe we all going thru it im just televizing each step

    Nah mf it’s always you posting threads about how just prostitutes give you p****, how you pegged 2 guys to confirm that ur straight and now this nigga u ain’t aight go look for f***ing therapy 💀💀💀

  • Aug 8, 2021

    the way i see it youre just humble

    trying your best in what your passionate about is definitely more productive than being arrogant

    if you didnt have that drive youd have no goals which would then turn into zero motivationb towards life

    we all strive for what we think is best even if we suck at it, if we didnt have some sort of deficiency we'd switch hobbies like shirts

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    onefiveoneseven

    Nah mf it’s always you posting threads about how just prostitutes give you p****, how you pegged 2 guys to confirm that ur straight and now this nigga u ain’t aight go look for f***ing therapy 💀💀💀

  • Aug 8, 2021
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    Yeah me too

  • Aug 8, 2021
    onefiveoneseven

    Nah mf it’s always you posting threads about how just prostitutes give you p****, how you pegged 2 guys to confirm that ur straight and now this nigga u ain’t aight go look for f***ing therapy 💀💀💀

    man wtf

  • Aug 8, 2021
    Nelia

    NoFap is your answer brother💯

    we all think nofap is the answer cause no one ever succeeded in it

    ''my 3rd eye opened''

    ''i got leaner''

    ''i get more dates''

    when in reality the universe gives zero f***s whether u beat ur meat or not and if it does it's a fapping universe

    #staywoke