KTT Official Addiction/Recovery Thread

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  • Hey hi guys!!

    Some of y'all may know me from my infamous thread "Just finished rehab AMA UPDATE: Relapsed after 2.5 years of sobriety (still AMA)" and yea!!

    I know there is a secret substance section that i still haven't been accepted too, though that may be a blessing??

    Idk, I wanted to make this thread for my brothers struggling with addiction/their recovery (including myself) so we can talk it out/lean on each other/hopefully be able to direct each other to services IRL that can help.

  • I've been going to meetings again

    Admitted to my mother I relasped on my substances of choice/we went to the Islamic Center and discussed it with the Imam (I converted after rehab)

    Also admited to my girl and we've been going to meetings together which is nice.

    My biggest trouble since my relapse is getting out of the bender funk. I know it's not good,harming myself/my loved ones and spending money I fr could be giving to charity to other cokeheads tryna make some money, but idk....after one or two days sober/feeling great I think "eh, why not" but then......idk if it's because I actually got sober once, maybe it's because I'm more religious,I can never enjoy it due to feeling mad guilty, and even though I still succumb to those demons atm, idk.

    I can/will get better. I know I'm not alone/my situation isn't unique, though I been reaching out to all my people and well....y'all been my family for 10 years now, so I figured instead of being sad/throwing pity parties, I wanted to reach out to my brothers/sisters and give them the space to share as well.