Or w/ small group of people? S*** don’t even feel like Christmas this year at all.

I come from an emotionally distant only-child household so for christmas my mom just makes some festive food and we eat in our separate rooms

I need to fly across Europe to spend time with family. I’m currently waiting for a train. The layovers and delays and waiting times make me more grateful of the destination

Whatever your destination is (with friends, alone) how does that feel? That’s what’s important

Have you tried to join her or vice versa? How does it go?

S*** sounds depressing as f***

This was every Christmas when I lived with my mom. My mom would still put up the tree every year by herself and leave empty present boxes under it, was kinda depressing ngl

Christmas lost the allure it had when we were kids. Mfs don't even decorate their houses anymore

This explains a lot

Dont get mad at me for this he already got me on ignore

This will be my first year spending it alone

You don't have to spend it alone

Trespass

Looking up your address rn

So this is the root of all your problems.

This is why you are the way you are. Seek help. You won't see this but whatever

A therapist can’t do s*** for me. Autistic people can’t have fulfilling romantic lives, we have no “spark” or charm whatsoever

Find another autist

I don’t like their vibe. I like dynamic, expressive women who are comfortable in their skin and know how to dress/talk. Women need to have swag too. I want someone with sass and passion

Don't look for what you can't provide

Unfortunately for you, there's really no nice way of asking someone "are you on the spectrum" so work on your shortcomings while amplifying your strengths

Malafe hijacked OPs thread

You faked your death?

Thread wasn't even up 5 minutes. Dude is world class.