2 weekends ago. Tripped balls with one of my best friends and talked about some deep s***. Needed it tbh.
Before that was when circles came out. I was finishing the album and then Once A Day came on and I f***ing lost it.
2 years ago ish
I was having regular panic attacks and it got so bad that when i was driving home one day from school i broke down and started crying just from sheer frustration because i wasnt able to live my life comfortably
Like a week ago, 5 days in a row
Unpacking emotions and conditioning from childhood. I received a better understanding of myself and certain behaviors, received clarity on myself. It was a lot of s*** releasing . No sad tears though!!! I feel amazing right now
today i was bawling my eyes out while driving listening to a song that reminded me of my mother and how much i love her
Discovered more people I love and the thought that I would lose them someday always gets me. It's weird cus I actually love to dwell on these thoughts on late nights, like it's comforting knowing I still cherish these people
moving to LA
leaving my girl
behind at the
airport
baby, i'm going on an aeroplane
and i don't know if i'll be back again
Last night. Took LSD and just thought about how horrible this world is, how much I hate myself and that Mac Miller is really dead which hits me hard whenever I trip