Kanye and Jay still brothers, they both billionaires
And we ain't see it, I lost my brother when we was millionaires
I wasn't scared to die, but him, that was my biggest fear
I got your son and your daughter like you still here
Know how it feel to lose a brother, we got a bond still
26 years, pops got out to see his son killed
And I don't give a f*** if I hang with a Crip, I see blood still
I can be the cleanest millionaire, I'm from the mud still
My momma told me to pray to God
I looked at her and said "For what?"
I used to, but I gave up
All the times I prayed, he ain't never say nothin'
If my man swinging, ain't no 1-on-1
That's my brother, like my mother's son
I'm not really that close to my mothers son
Lowkey wish she woulda had another one
I tried to read the Bible when I was in jail, s*** hurt my hand so I dropped it
I wanna quit Percs but I can't stop it
I was dead broke and I ain't have an option
I never complained about my situation
I never asked another man for help
Got off my ass and did it my self
I beat a thirty-one with a belt
And that's the real reason I ain't never fell
Never forget loyalty, NFL
Unc hit the works, start callin' for help
In that cell you don't know what I felt
Went to sleep dreamin' 'bout tuna melts
I ain't have no bunkee, I was talking to myself
I beat a nigga and took his radio
Eight months since I heard the radio
My mail slot was dryer than the desert
I ain't get a picture, postcard, or letter
I use to rap to myself everyday and whoop niggas ass, that kept me together
These niggas scared to jack crip in jail
No crip in the street ain't in my cell
Ten times been back and forth to Hell
I ain't feel like drivin', let go of the wheel
I sold d****, I can't leave a will
But I can leave you some grams and a scale
Got a couple licks in my phone for girl
Told her if I die, take my lick phone
I'm so high, I don't think I'ma get home
Might run off the road and kill myself
Sometimes I wake up, wanna kill myself
How would you feel if I killed myself?
I look in the mirror, wanna shoot myself
My worst enemy is myself
I ain't really worried about nobody else
Up the Glick and do it to myself
I don't sell crack to rap about it
And nigga I don't do it for my health
I do it 'cause I don't really know nothing else
You know how many times they told me I'ma fail?
All alone, I be calling for help
They say my cousin Tito killed himself
But I know damn well he ain't killed himself
Stupid ass b**** got my nigga killed
Don't mind me, I'm just thinking out loud
Letting you know how I feel
damn, that's deep
Only heard the viral tiktok bit didn't know it was acc serious
if they dont turn u to a lil gotti they gonna take all the strength from ur lil body
they tried to turn me to a white boy like lil d***y
“I wrote some raps making sure that my lifeline, reeking the scent of the reaper, ensuring that my allegiance with the other side may come soon, and if im doomed may the womb of my mother be blessed for many moons. I suffer alot, and everyday that glass mirror get tougher to watch, i tie my stomach in knots, and im not sure why i am infatuated wit death, the amalgamation is surely an aggravation of threats that could come about”
And then the end “am i worth it? Did i put enough work in?”
I got my grandmama hands
I start to cry when i see em
Cause they remind me of seeing her
hey mama
you know i love you so
i never let you go
wrote this song just so you know
no matter where you go our love is true
I put rubies in your necklace, I got you so lit 'cause you showed progression
F***ed a couple models, bought a couple bottles, then we got the whole section
I was so f***ed up that night, that's why I showed you affection
Ain't wanna come home with me at first but that club got you second-guessing
Been with a lot of hoes, but baby girl, I'm tryna make you my collection
We could take it to the whip or take it to your crib, just give me the directions
Soon as we made eye contact, baby, I knew that we had a connection