Not looking for a relationship with any girls right now (except the girl I want to meet in the industry, if there's a chance lmao), but I find myself craving friendships heavily. Like I'm just looking for some friends to chill and have some deep convos with irl. It seems like nowadays, I can't have that at the mall, or even some of my favorite spots. Most people nowadays rather have small talk and I feel like we're not growing and learning just by doing that.

Anybody feel the same? Or I'm just all in my head

I might have to join some clubs, because this s*** is depressing

Same here

But living with roomies made me really miss my alone time and these past few months made me really enjoy the peace I do get to have. Everything is finally quiet

I felt the same at first, then I started going out more and meeting closer people in my area through jobs and places like casinos.

Covid kinda f***ed it up though tbh, but it'll get better.

Good

Be lonely

Learn about yourself

You’ll come out happier and better in the long run

you're already part of the KTT2 community

I wish it was that easy for me, but I think it's because I have a fear of intimacy like both romantic and non romantic. It might be due to a lot of things in the past I haven't fully let go tbh. My childhood was pretty high and low on some real s***. Thinking about suicide at the age of 12. Going through divorce 2 times. It definitely wasn't the best I can say as 20 year old about to be 21 next month.

Tbh this whole pandemic and living by myself made me learn that a lot mature than most people my age I feel. Like I can't vibe with much niggas my age and under.

you’re definitely not alone bro. I feel the exact same way

I think about going to the bar or the mall sometimes simply for the purpose of approaching and meeting people so I can make friends, but I never know what to say. I’ve done it before in the past and it’s always just been small talk that never lead to anything. It’s pretty discouraging, feels like no one wants to be my friend. Its been that way since I was a kid. It saddens me because I had a very lonely childhood and so far my adulthood has been the exact same way

i dont even live alone but i feel the same way and we’re the same age lol. at this point i cant do nothing but try to improve myself everyday and have faith the right people will come into my life when the time is right

man f*** that. i have roommates rn and i can't wait to have my own spot

Let’s be friends. I live in the middle of Nowhere, Montana and I have craved to meet more insightful and in depth people. Or at least people who care about their well being and have aspirations.

I feel this 100%. All the roommates I've had were nasty as f*** and annoying most of the time

Definitely feels like when I live by myself i'll miss having people around though

yeah i've lived alone and lived with roommates and having good roommates >>> living alone when you're young and single

Living alone is one the best things I’ve ever done for myself

Maybe get a dog? Could easily meet ppl at the dog park