Often when I’m confronted with an idea or opinion i don’t like i rack my brain and do mental gymnastics to try and make myself agree with it, instead of accepting it as something i disagree with

I do this all the time. Its like the opposite of cognitive dissonance, like an unconscious devils advocate

Aye man do stuff by yourself i do stuff alone all the time. It's actually kinda nice just picking a direction and going when you do things solo you don't have to worry about accomadating the needs of others you can just go and do whatever you want.

I just feel like I wasn’t meant to be alive

This week has been rough
I am unemployed and keep running in to death ends
I need to make a certain amount of money to keep my apartment
I feel trapped
Wish I was younger and could move in to a room at some friends
Being unemployed for so long makes me feel like I have no part in my society and my mental illness is feasting on all of this

I hope things gets better and will do my part for this to happen

I finally get a girl that is f***ing with me and it ends up being my co worker... management found out and now wants us to drop it because it’s too much of a “liability”

Great.

Now I have to choose between my love life and work life

Great

I been lonely for so long and I have to cut it off you don’t know how mad that gets me

F*** them just be discreet about it there should be no pda going on at work anyways.

Relationships between coworkers only weird when one of them is a superior to the other.

So exhausted

What the f*** is it all for

I’m sorry you’re in pain.

Human beings need to canonize themselves in order to have enough hope to want to continue living. Find your place in whichever larger story you choose to believe in, then come to peace with yourself.

All I wanted was for @Cats to still be here.

Same. I miss him so much.

@Lawdie

What is your sleep schedule like? It's 8AM here, and I saw you posting at like 3AM lol

I haven’t slept since 4 pm yesterday
I went to bed at 7 am the night before that
It’s spring break, bro

That's fair enough. I went to sleep at 8 and woke up at 5 lmao

hope you all doing good

Doing better today, thanks bro

You will pull through, you may not wanna hear this but everything happens for a reason & what ur going through is character developing, have a positive outlook in the midst of everything ur dealing with trust in god in time things will repair for you