Appreciate man. My life was kinda going outta control but ive been getting back in control these past few weeks.

Thanks for the positivity! Hope you and yours are well

Sorry to hear that. Have to talked to any professionals about the problems and thoughts you have been having?

I’m working on everything I’m rusty with girls

So my second try and found a good therapist

Met her today and it was lovely. She was very understanding and kind but also gave solid advice

This is going to be good

GAD has held me back for so long

Went to the doctor today about this lump in my neck and they said it's thyroglossal cyst, might have to cop a surgery to remove it

Also got myself a fresh haircut today. Things don't have to suck entirely

Edit: thought I post in what's on your mind so wrong thread, ima leave it here tho

good stuff man. a good ear can really relive loads of anxiety and stress

4:30am and can’t seem to fall asleep smh

Right there with you man the days of smoking myself to sleep are long gone.

i'm an awful person lmao

we all are, we're just good at hiding it

I've been doing good recently and my doctor reduced my dosage of meds

but I did have a panic attack like 2 days ago....shit was terrible. I slept it off tho so that's that

I just want to get rid of pharmas but this wont happen overnight

I cant believe I used to abuse that s***

I was downing pill bottles like candy

had my stomach pumped twice

I wish I could go live on a mountain or island and live off the land eating seafood and drinking fine wine

oh well

enough daydreaming

why you have to die bro I just want you back

working out helps mental health man big time

Got the place to myself for over a week. It's gonna get get quiet that's for sure.

I do have assignments I should be doing, but whatever..

having a free crib is the best feeling....i love waking up when no one is home...so peacful

stay strong brother.

fighting problems like this take time and will power.

You will be better if you dedicate yourself to it.

Thanks brother, I'll do my best and pray God will help us all

it's truly admirable how you always got something good to say and spread positivity without coming off as fake.

I think all people are good and kind deep inside but certain factors and circumstances dont let that blossom

''I know that feeling like it's in my family tree, yeah

somebody save me from myself, yeah

self care

we gon be good''

thanks man...we all got our battles, but when someone shows us positive reinforcement, it makes our problems seems smaller and easier to manage. That's all I try to do! Stay up fam!

Maybe one day, I'll appreciate and enjoy the peace I have when I'm home alone, but honestly I can't stand it. I've been so bored this week because I got 2 weeks off uni and work and I'm just at my sisters place (where I'm currently living) so me with my thoughts.

My sister said the same thing before she went away that you're lucky that I got the place to myself, and I'm thinking to myself.. You have no idea how much I do not like it

Hope is getting me by honestly..