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haven't been in here in a min

I love my Valium

I have this itching in the back of my head to self-destruct.

I can feel a depressive episode coming on. There's not a lot holding it back from happening.

Hopefully it's just been a couple of off days for me. This cycle is so exhausting and it seems like I cannot escape it.

Just shaved all my hair off and I don’t feel anything

All this quarantining got me too alone w my own thoughts reliving childhood traumas and everything

I think today will be the day I finally let her go from inside my mind. I’ve accepted she will never come back. Sad as it is, considering our situation

it gon be ok.

I got all kinda d***z for when i get looonelyyy

by the time i turn 20 in a few months i will love myself more than i ever had in my teenage years and before.

I am pathetic

It’s weird. Every night before a morning shift for work, my heart always races super fast and I end up not being able to sleep because my heart beating so crazy.... like right now lol

And I just end up feeling depressed and thinking sad thoughts

ive been single and alone my whole life i just want to know why tf i cant have a gf and just experience the simple things of life with each other. there is nothing wrong with me im attractive tall smart funny and have a great career in front of me. i seriously dont get it. and its not like i dont have game bc i can bag chicks easy

Like f*** every day just feels the f***ing same

Feel like s***. I've been pretty low the past few days. I've been feeling low for a while, but it's getting worse. Just that lonely feeling which is getting too much to handle. Plus I got this massive assignment due tomorrow which I haven't started, yet i have no motivation to do it..

I can easily breakdown and cry where ever I am, doesn't matter if I'm driving l at work or home. Only my mum knows what I've been going through these years

what do you do to cope

Feeling like trash these past few weeks. Always feeling like I got imposter syndrome and I’m afraid I’ll never amount to s***

When I start thinking about myself
It makes me want to cut myself

It’s crazy how much a job has to do with mental health.

Literally could be making amazing money but if you’re being forced to go and do it and hate it you’re actual task that s*** will
Kill
You from the inside

Finished my assignment. I didn't really stress while doing which is good, or maybe it isn't.. Just feeling really flat lately. Besides uni and work, I'm just at home... S*** is hurting more and more