never stopped being sensitive as a b**** goddamn I need to get s*** together

What are the changes going to be?

Had a long talk with my mum at work. I was just walking around the school for an hour. Had a s*** day today and just explained what I was feeling. Actually told my mum about my suicidal thoughts which was so hard but once I told her, I did feel a bit better. She's gone through some s*** also, so she understands what im dealing with. .

moving out to start college

Lucky. I wished we had your system where you move to a college for 4 years. Would be fun..

I thought I was doing fine without my ssri it but it’s definitely coming back lmaoooo

Had my first therapy session today and got a prescription. I’m excited to get real professional help for once

Don't know what's really the rules here, and I really don't want to burden my fam and friends more than I have already, as y'all can tell I'm really scatterbrained atm. Anyway, these last couple of weeks I have really been mentally breaking down and copping with alcohol and a bit of d****. It was going fine for a bit, but I'm at a breaking point. I don't want to be the kid who cried wolf but I really am in pain. I already booked my first appointment with a psychiatrist but that's until September 4th. For the time being I really don't know what to do. All I can really say is help. Thank u for reading this

i just can't stop feelin anxious

i feel like my gf is gonna leave me since she is going to uni soon but she shows me that she loves me everyday..

i can't help it, it hurts

feels like I’m going nowhere in life

Everybody wants to love you

You found comfort in a pandemic congrats. I lost my f***ing mind p sure I’m big f***ed from here on out

deeply sorry for the way i treated you

Who are you talking to